Drama who likes it... well some tend to dwell in it but thats besides the point... heh. Anyway big heart yanker today.. Good chum and an ol'chum desides that I am a thief.

Ok the stitch I room with 6 other gals in the suite section of my dorm. When the winter term started D[names are not used due to privacy... :P] was room mate less in her 4 person apartment in the same dorm complex. She wanted me to move in with her.. fine and dandy. I put in the request waiting for it to go through I did sleep in her room and my own pretty evenly I think. Some of my stuff I used to fill up the room. A Chair, rug, pretty thingers here and there. Well then J needed to come to back to finish up some things and then there were offically two and unoffically three. Tada!

Ok Yesterday D had seemed to loose track of a large sum of money in a envelope.. Ok she said he last seen it I think weds morning[ round 2:30am ] and noticed that it wasnt in her purse anymore.. so some tention was in the room of course the money was need for her in dire matters of transportation ... I helped look a little bit. I had no idea were or what she had done with her purse that night.. sides the fact she said she left it near the fishes :D. I was with my BF all of that weds morning... till around 5am. In our dorm like many others diff sex cant sleep in the same room so I was going to finish up home work last night but the door was lock and the real roomies were out someweres.

I finally get into the room about 30mins before cla** and I finish up a project sheet and dander around for brunch and some Pop. I was then confronted by J. Basicly stating... We think you took the sum of money and we dont want you moving in. .. they had already spoken to the lady in charge of such things afor hand. J also include that they found the envelope .. empty and crumpled up behind the bunk I was sleeping in O.O... heh No I didnt take the money.. I dont need it and would never think of hurting my friends. I charish the few friendships I do have like they are the strings that surround my heart and keep it pumping.. so I was hurt yea.. Not sure how the envelope got there. I have my suspitions yea but unfounded cause I really didnt know what the hell was going on.. then they had the gaul to suspect my BF... whom also wouldnt do that or need to.. he as a job and has founded morals on doing whats right. But now that they even suspect him might cost him his job..... Hell its only been on day and I have had friendships crumbled.. I didnt even go to any of my classes today... that is enough to make me feel horrid. I want nothing more then to make my mother proud and this is undoubtedly going to hurt that.

I was all so questioned but the security guard whom leaned towards like he thought I did it.. " If someone did take the money it would be wise to return it" type of deal in my acquistion... Also he pointed out that there were some inconsistencies in the story. I honestly dont know what happened to the cash... other then I have the potential to get kicked out for it and it kinda pisses me off. I would never to anything to harm a friendship.. thats what I think about most of the time.. how to make folks happy to be alive.. heh. Yea and I just got through with a talk with the lady in charge of rooms. I moved what I had in D's room to my room down the hall... and now... hehe I am just stagnant with a wasted day and questionable friends....

I just hope this all blows over.. I know I didnt do the crime so I hope justice prevails... I am not worried though.. I am innocent of it and thats all that matters or at leasts thats what is saposta matter.

Much Luve
Lauren

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