i have this friend who has had alot of bad things happen to him recently. he tried to commit suicide twice in the last 3 weeks. the first time was 3 weeks ago and he ended up in hospital for a few days. the second time was last wednesday but he is alright now, well at least he is alive.
the reason i am telling you this now is that i just read a suicide note he wrote to my friend, his best friend and it said to me and my other friends that he knows thanks for helping me out through the hard times and stuff.
so right now i am a bit choked up and sad about it all. i don't understand how people can chose to take their own lives away. he isn't the only person in my life who has tried to do this so i have seen the pain and suffereing it causes people who care about the person who tries to kill him or herself or has successfully killed themselves.
it just seems like a waste of a life that could potentially be a great one. i understand that people feel like it is the only way to escape pain but surely there is another way that dosent end up in pain for heaps of other people.
sorry for rambling i just wanted to ask questions about it. it's hard to understand why a guy like my friend who is one of those people who others look upon as having "the perfect live", he has money, travels all over the world and has a great family and heaps of friends who love him, would want to destroy that and cause pain to all the people who care about him.
oops i am rambling agian..i really suck at this.