Or what ever the term is for so called friends that think you are only good enough sometimes. I can't stand them! I have had more than my share lately of these types of "friends." And I use the term "friends" very loosely as I do not actually consider these people friends. So many people around me, who I thought were my friends, now treat me like an outsider. I do not feel welcomed in their homes or even in their presence for that matter. I have tried to put it off and not care. But it as been really bugging the s**t out of me lately. I feel so alone as it is with my family in a different state. But I feel even more alone these days when I see the people that I used to hang out with, outside laughing and talking, and I'm not invited. I'm trying not to let it bother me since I will never have to see these assholes again if I don't want to after I move next week. But I am feeling really left out. These were my friends. That use to be me sitting out there laughing and talking until well into the night. That use to be my kids out there playing with their kids. But now it seems the only time their kids are allowed outside is when we're not out there. Other wise it seems they are in prison. And I feel bad because our kids want to play together so bad. But their mothers, for what ever reason, won't allow it anymore. I don't know what the hell happened and why we are not good enough for them, but it really is hurtful and infuriating. I have been really resentful towards these people lately who at one time I thought were my friends. I don't get it. I have always thought of myself as being a good friend to people. I'm caring, loving, loyal, dependable, generous, and generally understanding. Why is it that the people who care the least about other people's feelings, that treat others like s**t, are the ones with all the friends? Why do people flock around the ones that are two faced, selfish jerks? You know, it's not just "nice guys finish last." It's also nice girls and good friends that finish last. So I guess I'm screwed twice because I am both a nice girl and good friend. What the hell?! And I am really tired of not being good enough 99% of the time, but then hearing "I miss you," blah blah blah. If I'm not good enough yesterday, then leave me the hell alone today because I don't need that s**t. Pretenders and phonies, Just a few more days and I'll never have to see them again! Not that I expect them to miss me at all. They probably won't even notice we're gone.