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Meister
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32/F/Tijuana, Mexico
Join Date: Jul 2006 |
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| So as many of you know my dog died on thursday. My brother come home last night with this little thing that we all fell in LOVE... just take a look at the pictures. But we had a german shepard not this... Who cares he will do... Isn't he scary... | |
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| If you remember a month ago I posted a journal about my dog that he reminds me a pumba from lion king cause he goes in circles before he lays down to rest. Well early this morning my brother woke me up and told me that rocky had died. I thaught it was a joke but he was crying really bad so I knew that it wasn't. Its a mistery how he died cause he was fine last night at like 2 in the morning and he found the body 9 in the morning... On the drive way there is this mucus this with foam that we don't know what it is cause the body is stiff already and the foam has looked fresh for the past 2 hours... | |
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Ok so because of my work schedule (4:30pm to 1:30am) it was hard waking up at five in the morning to take my daughter to school. I had to wake up that early cause I had to cross the border cause I leave in Tijuana, Mexico. So my routine was wake up take her to school wait till she got off school drop her off back at home and then cross the border again to go to work. Sometimes she had to stay with me cause there was too much border and I didn’t have time to drop her off and come back. (I leave in Tijuana cause the rents are so expensive in San Diego and I am a single mom so I leave in my moms house and I don’t pay rent only bills). I talked to her grandma (dads mom) and she told me that I can have her stay there during the week and they can take her and I can just pick her up if I can and just take her on my days off. I taught about it hurt so much cause I was feeling like I was giving her away. I feel like a bad mom that can’t even take care of her own daughter. But I know that’s not the case. She has been with her grandma since last week. I feel so bad I see her everyday except when I am running late or I am at work. I talked to my manager and she told me that I could change my availability but she doesn’t guarantee 38 hours for me and I need the hours. With that availability she can only give me like 17 hours. I have been really sad cause my little one is not with me but what can I do she does need to go to school.
Am I a bad mom for doing this?
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Once again I posted a new slide show...I still don't know how to put it in a journal, so I did it on my home page...I hope that you like it.
Current Music: DJ Sean Johnson
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Ok so here it goes. 12 years ago I was with this one guy. I got pregnat. He asked my to have an abortion. I told him no, that is I was mature enough to have sex than I was going to stick with the consecuenses. I so I was alone my whole pregnacy, even when I was in the hospital giving birth ( I had my mom, but is not the same). I had her I got my own place (no more living with mom and pops). He asked me to marry him I told him no cause he has a girlfriend and that why should I that when I really needed him he send to hell. Ok so the years went by I still talk to his family cause they loved me and my daughter more than his girlfriend. I stop going by to his parents house cause Ididn't want any problems.
After 5 years he found me again and we started talking about his daughter of course. He told me that he has never stoped loving me and that he would divorse his wife and get with me. I laughed in his ear. We didn't speak or her from him ever since.
11years later he finds her on myspace. She has been with him on the weekends and stuff. I don't care that is her dad if she wants to see him I am not going to deny her from seeing him. She is old enough. I think.
The last two times that he had dropped her off he told me once again that he has never stopped loving me. He tryed to kiss me, wich I turned my head the other way. He now left his wife... What makes him think that I am going to get back with him after all this years and all does turn downs... | |
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Go to my profile so you can see my slide show of pictures of this Saturday. I didn't know how to put them here so I put them there...
Sorry... | |
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| ok i have a german shepard and he reminds me of pumba. if you have seen lion king 1 1/2 you will know what i am about to say. when he lays down he goes in circles like three or four then lays there. | |
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Well almost the best day but if i knew no better it can be... My daughter has been gone for a lot of weeks up to L.A. with my mom for vacation. I came home last night at 12 in the morning and i went straight to bed cause i had to be at work at 5 in the morning not even 4 hours later. in the middle of my sleep (exsaclly 2 am) my brother knocked on the door he came in and woke me up he replys i have a surprise for you well he had gone up to la and picked up my daughter and braught her home . I am so happy but the bad thing is that i gave her permission to join TFS and she don't leave the computer alone she is on it al the time.
This sucks i have back what i wanted my daughter but i lost the thing that makes me happy the internet... | |
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