"Ride The Wings Of Life, And Unleash Its Full Potential" richy

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Mega Über-Meister 3247 points
21/M/Some Personal Hell, United Kin Join Date: Feb 2006 |
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well things there starting to get well out of hand!
i hate the way things are feeling right now
the person i love has just finished things permanantly, an that sucks because its because of them i chose a certain uni, i still wanna go there even though it stands for something!
it also sucks because i put myself on a certain phone tariff because of her, so i had more cred to chat to her! now thats down the f**king drain!
on top of this i really hate the fact that i lost stefficles as my best friend, she was always there, i f**ked things up and got a second chance an screwed that up, and made a final blow by bitching about her behind her back! i really hate that iv lost her as well!
steph if your reading this im really sorry! i hope that we can fill the void again one day! an maybe meet up and see how each other been!
however its so stupid these past few months iv lost everything and just about everyone who ever trully meant something to me!
i feel so alone!
the only thing that keeps me going is results day next week an i wanna know, and then things going well hopefully see dear elmo! who is brilliant to chat to, however as her internet f**ked up recently i havnt been able to chat to her, as was allways cool!
life never was wat it was cracked up to be!
Work in progress!
Tear out my eyes!
My blackened eyes that haunt my stare
tear them out so I no longer have to stare
Stare upon the hate that you left me
I’ve wanted to tell you for so long
From the bottom of blackened heart
Like a thousand blackened bloodstained corpses
That your heart still haunts my soul
How can you still lie there
thinking it was my entire fault?
When you lie more to blame
For you are the reason why I hang here
Your flaws lie more present
Than a noose to the right side of the head
Break my neck and finish this
Destroy my world forever and be at peace
Burn down the house
Talk to me through six foot of dirt
With scars of my past bleeding me
Bleeding me for my worth! | |
 cole
Minister 14178 points | | Life can be tough sometimes m8, i'm in the process of changing a few things in my life too, and having a few changes forced upon me and that can be s**t but we have to think that tomorrow will be better, learn from the mistakes m8 and never be afraid to say sorry. |
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