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Ogler
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36/F/, United Kingdom
Join Date: Mar 2007

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Age:	36
Gender:	F
Location:	West Midlands United Kingdom
Email:	Just ask.
Posts:	8925
PLS: ?	41.58
Joined::	Mar 06, 2007
Last on:	Jul 23, 2008
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x_laura_x Points Whore Master 63636 points	LOL for my birthday party Today @ 06:03:40 pm 0 Kudos
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x4ndr4 Über-Monkey 55619 points	changes Today @ 04:11:13 pm 0 Kudos
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treebee mmm pistol whip Über-Moderator 153527 points	I need another banana??? Today @ 03:36:02 pm 1 Kudos
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x_laura_x Points Whore Master 63636 points	I'm so PISSED OFF!!! Today @ 03:29:34 pm 2 Kudos
	And I don't even know why, I just feel like I'm gonna explode with rage 7 comments \| Reply

x_laura_x Points Whore Master 63636 points	So the stupidest thing has happened! Today @ 01:21:36 pm 0 Kudos
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tequila_sunrise

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15797 points

This week is so fucked!

Today @ 11:29:14 am 0 Kudos

Grrrrrrrr. I'm so f**king emotional right now and it's pissing me off!!

I was fine earlier today at the wake - I was even talking to a friend online like normal. Ive been alright around a few people lately.

But right now I'm sick of all this f**king dying s**t!!!!!!

I'm sick of feeling like s**t! I want it all to just go away!!!!

I went and bourght dinner for my family tonight and when I was waiting I kinda walked around on the path near the road and just walked alone.
I needed to be alone with my thoughts.

Walked along the main road....in the dark...in and out of the lighted areas...just thinking.

I'm still in my funeral clothes and I just want to keep them on.
It's so f**king hard right now.

It's the first time since Tanya's death that I've really been depressed.
Im so f**king depressed. I wasn't even close with my Great Aunt but my Grandma and Mum and Dad are sitting on the lounge talking about her and mourning and it's making me feel so f**king sad and useless.

People are dying around me and I can't help it.

Tuesday is Aunty Bubs funeral. I've gotta feel like s**t until then.

Someone save me

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treebee mmm pistol whip Über-Moderator 153527 points	Anouncement Today @ 10:17:10 am 0 Kudos
	The laptop is fixed. Thus i shall be making my comback tonight. That is all. 7 comments \| Reply

tequila_sunrise

Über-Minister
15797 points

Final Farewells.

Today @ 08:30:48 am 0 Kudos

I said my final goodbye to a good friend today. Although I tried not to show it, it was so hard.
I cried the whole way through, and when it was time to go up to her coffin and say my final farewell, I broke down in my mums arms on the way up.

Rest in peace Tanya, I love you and you will always be remembered

My great Aunt also passed away today.... we weren't that close, but it's still a death.

I'm doing okay but

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x4ndr4

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55619 points

Today @ 03:17:03 am 0 Kudos

the thought of you keeps me up each night
until the night sky is replaced with the light of the morning sun.
i've started crying again
and it's not because you make me sad or angry,
it's because i'm starting to realise what a fool i was.
you say i'm difficult and that i confuse you,
well guess what,
i've always been difficult, and i even confuse myself most of the time

i know what i should do, what i should have done, but i'm too afraid that i'll lose a huge part of myself if i actually do this without thinking it through, not just once or twice, but a gazillion times before i make my decision

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x_laura_x Points Whore Master 63636 points	When you love someone but it goes to waste Today @ 01:40:16 am 1 Kudos
	Could it be worse? I f**king hate Coldplay sometimes. Replies Off

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