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I had heard that you're family had made decisions for you and you weren't free to do the things you were interested in and really wanted to do. I simply stood by as a guide. I told you to follow what your inner soul told you. I told you that I loved you and would be happy for you, no matter what you decided to do and accept you as you are. I am glad you are happy now, because you took my advice and went out and did everything that you were interested in, but you haven't talked to me for five nights strait. I didn't stop to think about where this might have put me because I had cared so much and now you are too busy to even stop by for at least one night and chat with me. I miss you. Now, all of a sudden, even though I am happy for you, I want to be selfish, so very selfish, and not let you do what you want, make you spend a night with me, and hold you in my arms forever. I love you Josh . |
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