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18/F/, Idaho
Join Date: May 2008 |
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My former roommate is kind of....irritating me, even though her fears are perfectly justified. Her job might be gotten rid of so she might need to find something else really fast. Fast food isn't good enough because "she can't survive off of it" even though I'm managing just fine...It would be harder without the help my fiance is giving me, but even without that, I'd get by. Barely, but I would. So she's saying she'll fall behind in school. Most jobs don't let you sit on your butt and play on the Internet/do homework all day like hers does. And she'll occasionally complain about her job which drives me crazy. Because mine is so much worse.
And now I feel all bitchy, but....augh, she's driving me crazy with her whining. I have to worry about staying in school and keeping my apartment and managing the pregnancy. I don't really have time to council a friend.
Sorry...I needed to get this off my chest I guess.  | |
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I've had a headache for about 24 hours and it won't go away. Nothing I've tried has helped. And I don't dare take medication because I'm scared of hurting the baby. As it is, I'm so nauseated I'll probably throw it up anyway. I'm not sure if the nausea comes from how bad the headache is or morning sickness but I've already thrown up once today....and it hurt so bad. (Should it burn, by the way, if you do throw up? Because that seemed kinda....odd.)
I'm at a loss for what to do.  | |
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#1 I might be about to lose my apartment. They sold the building, and I don't know if the new owner will let me stay
#2 I'm pregnant.  | |
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I didn't forget about this site, I promise.  Oops....
Oh well....I remembered it finally. Again. I need to stop forgetting it exists.....
My health is better....no more trips to the emergency room. I am curious though.....what are some good stress reducers? Because I am still under a lot of stress and I think that is the problem with my health.  | |
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I haven't been feeling well for a while now. Nauseated, dizzy, etc. etc.
But I am alive, as I'm sure you can see.
I was kind of forced into going because my stomach was acting up so bad and my heart starting hurting. It scared everyone around me. And my bf, roommate, and mom came to the ER with me. My dad would've except he wasn't able to. It kind of surprised me, to be honest.
Anyway, they ran a bunch of tests which all turned out normal. (And I really hated the IV. That thing freaking hurt!) I was dehydrated so they had to put a bunch of some liquid that I thought was water but could've been something different. Bloody hell that thing was cold. Anyway, while I was there it reached the point where I could barely stand because it seemed my legs and arms were going numb. And I almost passed out one time when the people with me had me stand. God, I was so dizzy....
I was really dehydrated because it took a whole bag of that fluid stuff before I had to go to the bathroom.
They also put in some strange medicine that I can't remember what it was. I know they tried Bendryl simly because my legs (possibly RLS) started acting up BAD.
Around this time gets all fuzzy because I kept passing out and getting really confused because I guess in the "dreams" I was having someone would say something but I thought they'd said it in real life and ugh I was so confused....
I also couldn't really talk because.....I don't know why, I just had an incredible hard time talking.
But anyways.....I'm all right.
They're not entirely sure what is wrong because the tests came back normal but they think it might be an ulcer or simply stress.
So yeah....I'm all right. But apparently not going to work today....
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| I am not awake currently. I am asleep. In la la land. I keep half pasing out at the computer, and it's not good. I got 3 hours of sleep last night and 4 hours the night before. I am going to collapse. I can't say awake. | |
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Seriously, the last time I worked, they had me close dishes and I still have the reaction from that. My arm itches so bad right now. And now the thought of even going to work fills me with dread. Damn, this sucks.
Where is a good place to work that does not involve stupid allergic reactions? | |
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I am virtually asleep on my feet. I don't know how I'm going to make it through today because I go in to work at 3 and get out at 9. 6 hours. I don't know how I'm going to make it through 6 hours. And there's no point in going on break because I can't afford food, so I'm going to be one hungry person....
I wish I would wake up. | |
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I really don't. And it is not because of the distance (2-ish miles, I think....) Because in order to get home, I have to walk across the busiest street in my city. And that street seems to pose a lot of problems. In the week I've been working at Wendy's, I've been honked at on that street, whistled at, asked if I wanted a ride, almost run over, repeatedly passed (some guy on a motorcycle seemed to be following me....it was kind of creepy), and the list goes on. And it is just on this street.
But I seriously hate walking home because of this. It freaks me out when this stuff happens. I really wish I could drive now. | |
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Graduation is today!  We had our rehearsal this morning at 9, which went pretty well, if slow. I expected to sit in the back, and they have me in the very front row. Do they always have highest honors students sit in the front or is this unusual?
The senior breakfast was at eleven this morning, which was good. I liked the food. I somehow won a pair of pretty cool sunglasses that I've grown attached to. 
The all night party is tonight, and I'm looking forward to it. I don't know if I'll still be awake when it is over, though....Uh oh. I hope so. | |
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