"I drink your milk shake!"  operaghost
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24/F/Long Island, New York
Join Date: Jul 2007 |
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Just to clarify for anyone who thinks I may have unfriended them from my myspace, that is not the case.
I've deleted my account. I see no purpose in having an online account/profile/social network, etc that I don't use and rarely even check. No need for it to exist and anyone I do speak with had other means on contacting me.
Maybe I'll one day change my mind, but as of now I just don't feel a need for it in my life.
Perhaps it's this funk I'm stuck in. I don't want to be around my friends or people, I'm constantly feeling upset or depressed with little or no reason.
I spend most of my day trying to figure out what to do with my life.
I have no idea what to go back to school for.. if I could afford to take a lesser paying job w/ less hours to do so.
I just feel absolutely lost.
Current Music: Alice Smith - Dream
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vizzy
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15658 points |  I get like that as well. It's the "lost not sure what to do with my life" that's the hardest to handle. For me to break out of it I ahve to have change, any kind of change, small or large.
And I know what you mean about school. I never went back because I could never find something that inspired me enough to want to. I love to learn, but I can do that on my own and for free. |
operaghost
Über Master Debater
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Thank you. I hope I start feeling better soon. |
operaghost
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9465 points | vizzy said: I get like that as well. It's the "lost not sure what to do with my life" that's the hardest to handle. For me to break out of it I ahve to have change, any kind of change, small or large.
And I know what you mean about school. I never went back because I could never find something that inspired me enough to want to. I love to learn, but I can do that on my own and for free.
There are things I love to do, but when I have to do them I no longer love them after awhile.
I love to cook, but I know being a chef I'd end up getting so tired of doing it I wouldn't find pleasure in it when I'm doing it outside a work enviroment.
Same thing happened when I was an art major. After 2 years I got aggravted with having to come up with ideas for projects, the ideas just come naturally to me and I can't just sit there and tell myself I have to do something according to such & such a theme.
All I know is I do have to go back to school for something. I need a better paying job... and some sense of accomplishment. |
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