"i'm going to act like it's all just a dream and pretend it's not hurting me."  onrykitten
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13/F/, West Virginia
Join Date: May 2008 |
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i was really upset yesterday and i wrote this poem last night to get my feelings out
why can't i,
be more than second best?
no matter how hard i try,
i'll never be better than the rest.
my wings are now broken,
and i will never fly.
i'm really not ok,
but i cover that with a lie.
this void is growing,
and i feel death's icy touch.
all the while knowing,
this pain is too much.
yes, i know that people care,
and don't want me to go,
but the feelings aren't there.
so, Baby, why don't they show?
but Baby i still care,
and i don't want you to go.
my feelings are still there,
and i wanted you to know.
i'm sick of being second best,
i used to be more than that.
i want to be better than the rest.
but Baby, you don't seem to see that.
Baby, if you don't care as much anymore,
then why won't you just tell me?
how can i be sure,
if my reassurance fails me?
i don't know what to do,
for i can't make any choices.
now it's up to you.
cause i won't listen to these voices.
i can't stand people not being honest,
so please tell the truth.
forget what i promised.
forget that i'm a youth.
Baby, i'm really hurt,
and i don't know what to do.
can't we make this work?
cause i don't want to end up losing you. | |
britneylulu
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5488 points | Sorry to be so long in answering your posting, but the fact is that we didn't understand how to find it. Maybe you might like to know that other people have had your feelings.
See Thanatopsis .
Also we think you have a knack for poety. |
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