"i'm going to act like it's all just a dream and pretend it's not hurting me."  onrykitten
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Meister
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13/F/, West Virginia
Join Date: May 2008 |
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| one of my closet friends is moving and tonight will probly be the last i see of him. i'm really upset cause i don't want him to move. | |
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| one of my closet friends is moving and tonight will probly be the last i see of him. i'm really upset cause i don't want him to move. | |
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| so i've been having some major arguments with my best friend ever and things just seem to be getting worse. i know friends kid around sometimes by calling each other names and stuff but this is not a joke. recently she has been trying to put me down by saying things that hurt my feelings. shes been doing it more and more often. i don't know what to do now.......i mean i don't want to lose her as a friend........any advice? | |
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it's school time again and i do NOT want to go back. the cliques and homework, class...........IT'S GONNA DRIVE ME CRAZY!
i don't know what i'd do if i didn't have so much faith in myself  wish me luck!
Current Music: Breaking Free by HSM
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| he said he felt the same way. and i asked him out........he said yes! | |
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| there is this guy i like and we are like close friends. he knows that i like him but i don't know if he feels the same way. i've been thinking of asking him out but i'm not sure if he cares about me as a friend or as a girlfriend. what should i do? cause i don't want to make a wrong move and ruin our friendship. | |
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i am stuck in a prison,
of emotional trajedy.
darkness won't let the light in.
it seems like everyone wants to hurt me.
i'm still hurting inside.
i'm surrounded by my fears.
i'm running out of places to hide.
i can't stop these tears.
i'm tired of this pain.
why won't it go away?
i'm going insane,
fighting it every day.
most guys seem to use me as a slave,
instead of loving me for me.
one of these days, love is going to send me to my grave.
how desperate can i be?
a lot of guys have hurt me,
and now i'm really scared.
now i'm faced with more trajedy,
and i'm so unprepared.
i feel so weak,
so helpless and small.
and now i wonder,
how can i handle it all?
Current Music: all or nothing by westlife
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| i'm so freakin broken hearted! i just don't know what to do anymore........any advice? | |
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just got back from camp and now i have to go on a 2 day trip
wish me luck! | |
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i was really upset yesterday and i wrote this poem last night to get my feelings out
why can't i,
be more than second best?
no matter how hard i try,
i'll never be better than the rest.
my wings are now broken,
and i will never fly.
i'm really not ok,
but i cover that with a lie.
this void is growing,
and i feel death's icy touch.
all the while knowing,
this pain is too much.
yes, i know that people care,
and don't want me to go,
but the feelings aren't there.
so, Baby, why don't they show?
but Baby i still care,
and i don't want you to go.
my feelings are still there,
and i wanted you to know.
i'm sick of being second best,
i used to be more than that.
i want to be better than the rest.
but Baby, you don't seem to see that.
Baby, if you don't care as much anymore,
then why won't you just tell me?
how can i be sure,
if my reassurance fails me?
i don't know what to do,
for i can't make any choices.
now it's up to you.
cause i won't listen to these voices.
i can't stand people not being honest,
so please tell the truth.
forget what i promised.
forget that i'm a youth.
Baby, i'm really hurt,
and i don't know what to do.
can't we make this work?
cause i don't want to end up losing you. | |
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