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Age:	34
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Would I be crying if I really wanted him to move out? Why does it have to be so hard to let it go? Is he really going to leave? Why the f**k could he not step up and be a man? Was I really asking for too much? Is it wrong for to want someone who wants to build a future together? Why could he not accept what I have to offer? Why does he say he never wants to get married but still be with me forever but not put any effort into helping with every day problems? Should have I expected him to help with home improvement even though it builds my equity and not his because I own the own the house and he doesn't. He says he wants to be with me forever - he's just not the marring type. Should I be the only one to work on it and invest money and time when he is living there. Why should I go with out and struggle when he gets to pay his little 'rent' and buy whatever he wants. Did he need a $1200.00 metal detector or a new boat or an old muscle car or a new truck or biggest waste of all a f**king mud truck or a new fish house or a new deer stand and shooting target. While I pay the bills and buy the food and cook and clean and do all the yard work.
That feels better - done crying and now I am pissed. Pissed off at him and pissed off at myself. Why the f**k would I let someone just use me like that? What is wrong with me? Why am I f**king crying again?

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