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Join Date: Jun 2008

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Age:	19
Gender:	F
Location:	United States
Posts:	63
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Joined::	Jun 02, 2008
Last on:	Nov 27, 2008
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kelkel1967 Points Whore 787 points	December 03, 2008 @ 02:46:15 pm
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Tequila_Sunrise

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Damn Xmas lights
December 03, 2008 @ 09:26:04 am

Seriously - christmas hasnt even arrived and I'm over it already.

Just spent the last hour outside putting some up with Mum.

Half of them from last year dont work.

Anyways, had a good day. Technically its day four and things are good

I'm up to about 20 - 25 min a day now so I'm hoping to increase it up to 30 min a day and be fit by the time the season comes around.

Mmmm double points day

Its my beat mates 18th today and he's in another state for schoolies

I wish he was here.

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Tequila_Sunrise Ogler 22354 points	Aww December 01, 2008 @ 11:26:39 am
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Tequila_Sunrise

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day number two.
December 01, 2008 @ 05:25:36 am

I had an alright day actually.

I worked 11:30 til 4 and it was pretty good. I got put in 3rd for once, and Ash was manager because of the managers meeting so we had fun.

Tomorrow I got 7:30 til 4 so I'm thinking of jogging down to the shops and buying my lunch.... maybe...
I just cant work out how I'll get it back home.

I might just go to the oval and do sprints and kicks again.. that sounds better.

I think the pain killers are starting to work on my jaw too, I'm not in as much pain and my headaches are actually easing... so definelty helping my mood there.

I had breakfast today too

Although the days not over yet.

But we'll see. I know my parents are at the pub but I might jsut go out tonight......

Hope tonight goes well anyway.

Tequila_Sunrise

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The first day.
November 30, 2008 @ 10:22:28 am

I got alot done today.

Ash came over and dragged me out of bed and pushed me to enjoy myself... and i actually did.

We went and walked along waterfalls and drove around laughing. It was good.

I came home, got the soccer ball and my boots and went to the oval an did kicks and sprints.

Then I came home & cleaned my car.

I was feeling pretty good until now.

I guess Ive got a fair way to go.
But hey, its only the first day right??

Even though I've been surrounded by people all day I still feel so alone.

Day 2 tomorrow. I'm aiming at walking to work...
So I guess I'll decide that when I get up.

I dont feel as bad as I did this morning. I'm off to have a shower, tidy my room, go to bed and come back on here probably....

Tequila_Sunrise

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I wanna be....
November 29, 2008 @ 11:51:46 pm

A better person

I wanna be a more understanding person.

I wanna be a more happy person.

I wanna be more healthy.

I wanna be less bitchy.

I wanna be a person that people can count on.

I dont wanna be the person that has to drag themselves out of bed every morning.

I wanna be a more honest person.

So tomorrow is a new week. Its my own personal goal by next week to have atleast tried to become a better person.

So we'll see what happens..

Today I'm going to hang out with my friend Ashley.

Shes coming over and making sure I get up and ready.

Bye

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Tequila_Sunrise

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So right now
November 28, 2008 @ 09:52:07 pm

I feel like someone had stabbed me right in the f**king heart.

Its ok. Its my stupid fault for feeling this way.

Im gonna spend another day in bed. Not gonna get up. Does it matter? No.

I mean, who the f**k cares about me anyway?!?

Yeah, we sure as hell figured that one out.

I f**king hate being second best. Yet I cant walk away.

So its my own fault im curled up in bed, alone.

I left school. My job sucks. I'm pretty much freaking out about that too right now.

Fuck you cupid. Fuck you life.

And if ur gonna whinge that I never post anything postitive tfs, go f**k urself. I dont want to hear it. dont read it, no one is making you.

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