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July 19, 2008 @ 02:33:12 pm | I feel so mixed up right now. I'm currently on deployment, and with everything that happened before I left, I just feel empty. My grandfather passed away 4 days before Christmas. He was a major influence in me growing up. He was very sarcastic, but cared for family extensively.
Not too long after that, my daughter was diagnosed with epilepsy. It was a major impact on both me and my wife as she was only 3 months old at the time.
I feel drained as well. The Navy has taken a massive toll on my sanity and overall well being. I guess you could say that I'm glad to be getting out, but my biggest concern is my daughter's and wife's welfare. I'm afraid that I won't be able to support their medical needs. Right now I feel detatched from everything. I don't socialize with people I normally talk with. I'm not the goofy person I used to be. I just want to be alone for extended periods of time.6 comments | Reply |
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had the 12 week ultrasound today and were actually only 9 weeks and 1 day not the 12 as thought 
and i think we are having a sea monkey
