As I sit and watch the thunder and the rain
I pray to god to take away the pain
I sit and looked out at the fence
I sit and ponder in suspence
It is really brighter on the other side
or is it like my life
forward and backward like the ocean tide
I often pray for help to guide me through
There has to be a way to get through to you

I've tried talking, I've tried everything there is to find a way
But I hold back from the harsh words I want to say
I have to keep pushing I have to keep walking
But all I hear is your fake laugh and your talking
No, I don't know what to do
Some how I'll find a way to get through to you

You always walk away
Maybe I can get a new slate
If it isn't too late
I want to start over I want to start new
Some how there has to be a way to get through to you

Don't you know your hurting me
Don't you get it, don't you see
Open your eyes I'm scared of you
I don't know anymore what your gonna do
You don't understand, I tried to stand bakc
Cause of you it's hard to get my life back on track
You made my life a living hell
Some how there has to be a way to get through to you

I want you to get it through your head
Don't your remember the stuff you said
I often wonder how we got this far apart
You get farter and farther away from my heart
When ever I need you most
You never seem close
Just listen, Please I need you
There has to be a way to get through to you



My little secret


Mabye my girlfriends are right,
But I can't help the way I feel for you,
Perhaps we are supposed to be friends,
But I can't lie, you need the truth.

Yes, I still have feelings for you,
And yes I want to forget,
No , Its not as easy as it sounds,
But no it's not a regret.

I enjoed the time we spent together,
Arkward as it was,
Strange though, don't ya think?
How we've now, become so close.

My feelings have become stronger,
I'm not about to lie,
I think there's still something there,
But is it worth another try?

I'm really not the loud type,
By now I'm sure you know,
I'll sit back and wait,
Just stay quiet and lay low.

Just wanted to let you know,
Exactly how I feel,
Shame I don't have the guts to tell you,
That my feelings for you are real !