My niece moved out and the envionment is making me feel lonely and hurt and betrayed. See my niece I know for a fact moved out because of me. Well I was under the impression that we were ok, well I guess I was wrong.
You know how you get those gut feeling like something is about to go down and before it does it is dead cold quiet. Like Dec first my Stephanie that's my niece's name by the way, stephanies mom and I were surppose to go out and get christmas stuff and hang out around the house and shoot the s**t right, she knew about it, I mentioned it to her a few times telling her I cant wait it be fun. I did tell her I was going over my sisters home but that was later in the evening. Still shouldnt been a problem, but she ended up going with her friend to my moms house to see about getting into Avon.
I mean after that day things have gotten weird, and now that I know why It pisses me off, I had a feeling that my niece moved out cause she was at her dads the whole weekend, and she even came home for a little bit why didnt she tell me then or even say bye. My niece Sammy confirmed it with me on the fouth, I was shocked that I was frecken right, and I knew Merissa was gonna have her friend Amy moved in she was hanging out more with her, I was right about that too my niece again confirmed it with me I ask her if she was gonna get the upstairs and thats when she told me what I already knew.

Sammy told me the reason Stephanie moved out was to much stress is here, and my two yr old little girl crys to much, well I'm sorry but ninty nine percent of the mornings she would wake my daughter up because she has an atitiude about something slaming her doors and specking real loud in the hall way next to my daughters room. But my daughter crys alot. Sorry that is a sorry a** excuse.
I believe my stephanie moved out because she doesnt like my husband he is a crab he has cancer and right now it's in remession, and he is bitchy about everything, and I tell him to pipe it, but I also believe she just hates me about what I can think of a million things but why bother. I tried to discuss things with her and ask her every now and then if we were ok am I a dork. You know that type of silly s**t, but she has been a real bitch to me she barely spoke to me and she is two faced.
She didnt talk to me about any problem and anything well I guess it's bad to make her move out do you know how that makes me feel. I want to just go off on her, and ask her why she lied to me, but thats it I thought, she wants me to give her a reaction of some sort to make herself feel powerful that she made her auntie hurt. I thought for a while and said no I wont give her the satisfaction I think what will piss her off is no reaction from me at all cause usually I ask. I'm also pissed that my brother didnt back me up, he never called to get myside (o wait) I wasnt suppose to know about it cause everyone kept it a secret from me.
The way everything hit me was like a tornado, I mean my husband and I were planing to look for a place at the beginning of the new year, but we were gonna give her advance notice about it so she can get a back up, but the way things are going is like she wants us out, so fine, when we fine a place I will let her know the day we are moving.

I have already cried over this situation and I figure I'm not gonna give them any reaction, I will just stay my distance and take care of my family and talk to my niece Sammy. I dont think Merissa will be
the same she pretty much is blaming me obviously, and it is tense in this home. I have talked and vented to whoever will listen and now here and I think I wont let it bother me again now.
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