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Feeling Down
July 04, 2005 @ 04:34:10 am

For the last month I have been feeling down

It's all to do me breaking up with my fella. We went on holiday a couple of weeks ago and broke up in Las Vegas, but the next day my bf begged and convinced me to stay with him even though I was (and still not) sure if I want to be with him. He told me that he would change and do everything he can to make things better, but since being back I haven't seen him over the weekend (we live 150 miles away so we only get to see each other then) and he hasn't asked me if things are ok. I really wish he would try fighting for me but he hasnt and I feel he just thinks things are ok between us and the fight he had on holiday was because I was home sick. I love my bf very very much and I don't want to string him along and I feel awful cos he's not really trying and proving to me that we're not right

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shaggyjebus Monk 35882 points	July 04, 2005 @ 04:36:18 am
	Maybe you should just talk to him about it. Putting off the way you feel won't make anything better. It's better to just get it over and done with.

joni Mega Über-Meister 4962 points	July 04, 2005 @ 04:53:42 am
	Couldn't have said it better. Shaggy, I think you need to be a therapist or something.

shaggyjebus Monk 35882 points	July 04, 2005 @ 05:27:11 am
	Yeah, I've had that thought before . . . for like the past seven years. But I'm not sure I'd be able to handle all the stress. I care about everything I hear, and I really do care about the people I talk to. I have also "fallen in love" (gotten crushes on) with the people I talk to. I think I might be able to contain myself though. I mean, I could help a lot of people that way.

joni Mega Über-Meister 4962 points	July 04, 2005 @ 05:42:00 am
	Well I still think you should consider it. Haha, I fall in love with anyone who wants to talk to me.

shaggyjebus Monk 35882 points	July 04, 2005 @ 05:43:06 am
	Does that include me?

joni Mega Über-Meister 4962 points	July 04, 2005 @ 05:50:12 am
	Yeah, in a way. It's like everyone on here is my little support group, to give me advice or tell me if I'm wrong or whatever, but nobody is really connected to my life. That probably doesn't make sense. But since I don't know anyone, I just don't feel connected over internet connection. It's inhuman for me.

shaggyjebus Monk 35882 points	July 04, 2005 @ 06:00:03 am
	I know what you mean. It does feel inhuman in a way. To truly be connected, we need to be able to see one another, hear one another, maybe even be able to touch one another. If some of these people lived near me, I'd love it meet them though. If I could, I would make it personal.

joni Mega Über-Meister 4962 points	July 04, 2005 @ 06:05:26 am
	I agree. This poor girl's journal. Well I'm off to bed. I'm falling asleep.

shaggyjebus Monk 35882 points	July 04, 2005 @ 06:07:41 am
	Night-night. Hope you sleep well. And I'm sure this girl won't mind. Much.

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