I've just endured my fourth episode of telling a guy I like him and things ending up very badly. I thought, this time, maybe things would be different. I told him, making an a** of myself, I thought, and he said the feelings were reciprocated. It would be a long distance relationship, so we decided not to label anything and get together some time this week.

Well, he went away for a week and became involved with another girl.

I'm just sick of bad things happening when I make my feelings known. I either get shot down or ignored for months at a time. I thought this time might be different. It just hurts. I'm just so over it. *shakes head*
Current Music: garbage, "it's all over but the crying"