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32/M/lawrencatown, Canada
Join Date: Feb 2008

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Age:	32
Gender:	M
Location:	lawrencatown Canada
Posts:	59
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Joined::	Feb 20, 2008
Last on:	Aug 07, 2008
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tequila_sunrise

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Yeah bored
Yesterday @ 12:04:40 pm

What did you realize today?
That everything sucks.
And that sometimes I really am so close to giving up.
But there are those people that can change that. So simply.

Name one person that made you smile today?
There were 2

Hold hands with anyone today?
Touched hands?

What were you doing at 7:45AM this morning?
Snoring. And dribbling on my pillow

What will you be doing tomorrow?
No doubt sleeping in to some ridiculous hour like I did this morning.

What is your favorite candy bar?
Lollies make me nauseous.

Have you ever been to a strip club?
Nah...

What is the best ice cream flavor?
I like a few.

What was the last thing you cried about?
Life?. I was driving home from the beach. No one but me on the beach too. It was cold and windy and super cool.

What are you wearing right now?
Shorts, singlet and a silk dressing gown.

What was the last thing you ate?
Chocolate sundae.

Have you bought any drugs this month?
Err.... no?

When was the last time you ran?
Training the other night.
Or to my car today.

The last sport you played?
Soccer.

Who is the last person to send you a comment on myspace?
Scotty I think.

Do you take vitamins daily?
No.
I probs should.

Do you have a tan?
My legs are kinda brown.... but no, its not hot weather yet.

Do you like bubble gum?
Yusss.

Do you drink your soda with a straw?
Haha I am right now.

Look to your left what do you see?
A wall.

Do you use chapstick?
No...

What is your favorite number?
9

Do you have a dog?
Yep.

Do you dye your hair?
Not for a while.

Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
I have a few.... but right now im kinda okayish.

Last song listened to?
Probs one of the ones on my cd in my car.. I dunno. its quiet tonite.

Are you jealous of anyone right now?
Maybe.

Do you love anyone?
Yes, ofcourse I do.

Do you eat healthy?
Not really, well sometimes.

What is the last movie you watched?
I have no idea... probably the notebook.

Do you hate anyone that you know right now?
Blah.

How did you get your worst scar?
A Jellyfish.

Do you have a nickname for your bf/gf?
I'm single!

How many best friends do you have?
2
They are both amazing.

How do you feel about tattoos and piercings?
Blah. I don;t feel about them.

How do you feel about your current relationship?
I don;t have oneeeeee

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tequila_sunrise

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19216 points

I think im gonna...
Yesterday @ 05:11:32 am

Go to bed right now and never ever f**king get up.

What is wrong with people? Seriously, why are they so f**ked?
No, why do they have to f**k others around?

I'm so freaking upset and all they tell me is to get over it. After everything I have done for them,.

I'm so sick of giving and never getting. I'm so sick of getting f**king hurt and them not caring. All they care about is themselves, and what they can gain for themselves.

Never are they stopping to consider that I might want to have my own f**king life one day thats not controlled by their f**king negetive behaviour.

Get out of my f**king life, leave me alone, let me do my own thing.
Let me do it before I can't find any other way out.

I feel like running away. But where the f**k can I go?

If I had friends, this might be a bit easier.

I'm so fed up!! And I'm so sick of pretending that its all ok!

I never thought I would resent my own f**king family the way I do.

God, why was I even born?

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tequila_sunrise

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One day.
September 04, 2008 @ 08:35:38 am

One day. I will be ok.
One day. I will get out of this place and be happy.

Until then I think things are just going to get worse.

Is it wrong that I feel like i'm on a whole different level of existance to them?
Because, as adults, they are so f**king irresponsible and careless.
And I honestly think they need to take a long hard look in the mirror at the poor example they are setting for me as parents.

If I snap, you all know why. If I break, ok yeah, I'm broken.

five1offun Über-Meister 1718 points	I'm off September 04, 2008 @ 07:02:10 am
	My wine buzz is gone so I'm going to bed.... PS I will learn how this site works if its the last thing I do! "Rock out with your Brock out" Wooo Reply

tequila_sunrise

Über-Minister
19216 points

Just when I thought things were finally starting to look up...
September 03, 2008 @ 12:29:47 pm

I've fallen back down again. Harder than ever. For the past two nights ive done nothing but get irritated and so upset.
It's been coming on for weeks

I thought things were finally coming together... I was feeling as happy as I had been in the last year or two. I felt as strong as ever and now its like someones just stabbed me right in the stomach and I've lost all strength that I had.

It's so much more intense than how I used to feel. It came from no where and now it wont go away.

Things are f**ked at home again and I feel as though I can't even leave the house because I'm so damn worried I'm gonna come home to a f**king fight.
And I did tonight. Ihad training and when I came home I sat at the end of my Mums bed and listened to her crying and telling me how bad her life is. Then my Dad came out from his room and acted as if he had no f**ken idea what was going on.
I honestly thought I was strong enough to put our past behind us. And now tonight its like the events from the past year or so are just too hard to deal with. He has ruined my life and it's like everyday he reminds me of that by getting himself so drunk and no taking on ounce of responsibily of having a f**king family.

I can't f**king do this. I can't. I just want to give up.

It's so deep and nothing I can do will make it go away.
I seriously just want to crawl in a hole and die right now.

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tequila_sunrise Über-Minister 19216 points	Another ditch in the road.... September 03, 2008 @ 03:44:40 am
	And I'm supposed to keep moving? Reply

tequila_sunrise Über-Minister 19216 points	Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh September 01, 2008 @ 01:09:19 pm
	Im soooooooo damn moody right now!!!! Ihate it!!! The last five minutes Ive gone from being happy, to soooo cranky!!! back to happy, then cranky again!!! 5 comments \| Reply

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tequila_sunrise

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The end of another day.
August 27, 2008 @ 10:39:26 am

The end of yet another uneventful and somewhat pointless day.

I worked all day and only just got home then and I'm completely buggered.

Like I said. It was just another day.

I guess I might have a shower and go straight to bed.

Right now I would love to talk to my parents about my s**t day.
I'd love for them to want to listen to what I've got to say.
Meh.

I'm seriously looking at applying for a college in the states.

Get me out of here.

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