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20/F/Yuma, Arizona
Join Date: Mar 2005 |
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Here I am again
alone in my room...
A page of superficial words,
my only release.
I'm waiting, but for what?
No one's coming.
No one will be here
to say goodnight.
I'm bound by empty thoughts
that I cannot escape.
They haunt my sad attempts
to dream,
as I lie in my depths,
trapped in this mind,
where the walls stare back
and I long to forget.
I'm dying inside,
but you'll never know.
Endless pain has dried my eyes
of tears I've hidden well.
I fell behind
and lost all motivation.
I've nothing left to lose but you,
my only inspiration. | |
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Haunting questions of the mind
obscure, tormented thoughts
Each passing moment drags its feet
to the ticking of a clock
Holding back the burning tears
from unfamiliar pain
I'm searching for a reason
to continue life, in vain
Overwhelmed, discouraged dreams,
empty expectations
The bet with time is always lost
in its heartless revelations
Wandering over rough terrain
seeing no way through
but what I seek and all i need
and all i need is you | |
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I've chased you forever
tried to get your attention
reached out to you so long
that I'm tired
tired of waiting
of wishing and hoping
that you'll stop running
and see that I'm here
not just around you
but with you, beside you
Now I'm done begging
You want me?
Come get me.
-Margaret B. | |
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| My day was lousy, especially cuz i hate my job. they kept me at work an hour overtime. as soon as i get a car, i'm quitting and i'm going somewhere else. at least i got to see my boyfriend after work. he came over and we hung out for a while. i love him so much. he always turns a bad day into a good one for me. | |
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| Today was kind of boring. I didn't have to work so I was home all day. When my mom got home I took the car and drove to my boyfriend's job. I ended up staying there 'till he got out. | |
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| I went on vacation with my boyfriend and his family last weekend. Even though there wasn't much for us to do while his parents were downstairs in the casino drinking and gambling, i am so glad that i got to go. it was during that weekend vacation that I realized how much he really cares for me. he and his dad slept in a separate room from his mom, his sister and me, but every morning he'd wake up before me and come lie down on my bed to watch me wake up. i'd wake up to see him there, his eyes so soft while he gently stroked my hair. Then during the day we'd take walks out by the river, or just sit there in the shade watching the water, and he kept saying so many beautiful things to me. It seems like all he really wants is to have me right there next to him with his arms around me and that makes me love him even more. | |
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| Why is it that heartbreak never goes away? even though i think i've moved on, sometimes i still feel the pain whether i want to or not. sometimes it's like i'm expecting to have my heart broken any moment now, like it's inevitable. like it's waiting around the corner to jump out at me when i least expect it, so i constantly have my guard up, telling myself that if it happens again, i'll be strong and it won't affect me, when deep down inside, i know it will hurt like hell on fire. and that right there is the pain i have to live with after having my heart broken the first time, is the fear of having it broken again, maybe in the same way. it sucks. sometimes i wonder if i'm crazy for still being with the person that broke my heart, but then i remember that things are going so well right now. but maybe that's why i have the fear that he'll break my heart again. so far he hasn't, and i love him more than anything, but it's a fear i can't help. | |
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| i'm freaking hungry! i just ate a sandwich, but...I WANT MORE! | |
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| My boyfriend has been awesome lately! We've been spending a lot of time together, and things are really working out well. Don't know why I wanted to post that, but it just feels good to say it. | |
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| today's my boyfriend's birthday. he's turning 18, and he says he's going to a sex store to get me a "toy". oh boy. | |
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