Last night at Jason's


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Last night at Jason's
August 02, 2006 @ 05:19:51 pm

Last night I went to Jason's house (my boyfriend). We watched a movie and ate dinner. Then afterwards we went to his room. I was really in the mood so I started fooling around with him. He didn't mind at all. I started going down on him and stopped cause I wanted more. And I wanted him to go down. But he said he was too tired. So I said fine and just laid next to him. Laying side by side holding eachother. Soon I fell asleep. I started having the re-occuring nightmare I always have. (the nightmare of when I was raped) I woke up being choked from behind and he was having sex with me. I screamed out "NO!! MICHAEL!!!" (the guy who raped me) Jason stopped having sex and turned me on my back, I was scared and crying, then it happened. He hit me. I started crying more, and he hit me harder and told me to stop crying. And then he started having sex again. I told him I didn't want to have sex, he told me to shut up and let him finish. After wards I ran out of the room and into the bathroom. He came in and was apologizing, and holding me, and telling me hed never do it again. he didn't mean to and he didn't know what had gotten into him. im so scared.

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pink23 Commander 98 points	August 02, 2006 @ 05:57:00 pm
	You seriously need to get out of the realtionship before it get's worse. He doesn't deserve you and no apoligies can fix what he did. And I have been in your shoes before hunny. I was three months pregneat and had the guy ontop of me forcing rape on me and he hurt me my wrists were red from the force of him holding me down.

tigerwoman Debater 7282 points	August 03, 2006 @ 02:17:25 am
	You need to get out of this relationship NOW! It will only get worse. NO ONE EVER has the right to slap you or force anything on you.

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