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Meister
1168 points
24/F/North Fort Myers,
Join Date: Jun 2006 |
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| Last night I went to Jason's house (my boyfriend). We watched a movie and ate dinner. Then afterwards we went to his room. I was really in the mood so I started fooling around with him. He didn't mind at all. I started going down on him and stopped cause I wanted more. And I wanted him to go down. But he said he was too tired. So I said fine and just laid next to him. Laying side by side holding eachother. Soon I fell asleep. I started having the re-occuring nightmare I always have. (the nightmare of when I was raped) I woke up being choked from behind and he was having sex with me. I screamed out "NO!! MICHAEL!!!" (the guy who raped me) Jason stopped having sex and turned me on my back, I was scared and crying, then it happened. He hit me. I started crying more, and he hit me harder and told me to stop crying. And then he started having sex again. I told him I didn't want to have sex, he told me to shut up and let him finish. After wards I ran out of the room and into the bathroom. He came in and was apologizing, and holding me, and telling me hed never do it again. he didn't mean to and he didn't know what had gotten into him. im so scared. | |
mammothmeat
Minister
11165 points | You need to dump that a** and find someone else!
Behaviour like that shouldn't be tolerated, ever! |
el_diablo
Minister
14236 points | | What the f**k. Why are you dating this guy????? |
ang42
Mega Über-Meister
4483 points | | oh my god that is really SCARY you really need to leave him as soon as possiable... You do not need to put up with that kind of s**t from nobody!!! that is horriable!! i really and truely feel for you!! if you need to chat with me please do I am here.... |
delicate_snow_princess
Über-Minister
15298 points | | What he did to you is considered rape, continuing sex when the partner says she doesn't want it is rape. |
melissarae
Meister
1168 points | because hes never been like this before he had only ever hit me while having sex. he never had hit me any other time until lastnight
but he only hit me because i screamed out michaels name. |
peanut
Ogler
20066 points | melissarae said:
because hes never been like this before he had only ever hit me while having sex. he never had hit me any other time until lastnight
but he only hit me because i screamed out michaels name.
No, he hit you because he gets off on it. Open your eyes. You need to get out of this relationship. |
blondie
Mega Über-Meister
3626 points | be careful huni, he dont sound like he deserves u. why did he do tht!!  please let us know what happens, dnt sound too good x |
el_diablo
Minister
14236 points | melissarae said:
because hes never been like this before he had only ever hit me while having sex. he never had hit me any other time until lastnight
but he only hit me because i screamed out michaels name.
Regardless of when he hit you, he still f**king hit you! Once is too much! It is abundantly clear this man doesn't care about you. Stop making excuses and get out of the relationship. |
melissarae
Meister
1168 points | peanut said:
No, he hit you because he gets off on it. Open your eyes. You need to get out of this relationship.
its because it makes him feel like hes in charge. he cares for me. he tells me that all the time. |
melissarae
Meister
1168 points | | wheres treebee??? i need her!!! she always has the best advice!!! |
el_diablo
Minister
14236 points | melissarae said:
its because it makes him feel like hes in charge. he cares for me. he tells me that all the time.
Even if it makes him feel in charge it's still not okay unless it's okay with you. You said stop and he didn't. That's rape.
Seriously take a step back and think about this. You are in complete denial. |
ang42
Mega Über-Meister
4483 points | melissarae said:
its because it makes him feel like hes in charge. he cares for me. he tells me that all the time.
guys can tell us whatever they know we want to hear....but don't believe everything they say!! if he can do something like that he really is not worth your time!!! |
peanut
Ogler
20066 points | melissarae said:
its because it makes him feel like hes in charge. he cares for me. he tells me that all the time.
it's called an abusive relationship. they tell you they care for you, and they do in their minds. that doesn't excuse it, and it doesn't mean it's going to stop. it's only going to get worse. i don't think you're going to listen to anyone on here though, so i'm not sure why we are trying to help you. this is something that you will see in time. |
melissarae
Meister
1168 points | treebee said: late 
It aint working for you honey, if it was you would have gotten very excited when he slapped you and told you to stop crying. Instead it frightened the life out of you. You arent meant to be in a domineering relationship. I know you are nuts about this guy but its oil and water, he needs someone who shares his particular sexual preference. Either that or he is truly abusive in either case its time to say goodbye im afraid. 
i know i need to but im so afraid. i don't know how to. |
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