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24/F/BrisVegas, Australia Join Date: Dec 2007 |
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So, I have been on here for a few days now & Have seen how many Youngens are on here. Not that i am old by any means.
But It's funny to read the 16/17 yr old posts & Journals & What not.
Ahhh I remember that age. It was so carefree. Of course I didn't think it was.
But it was!!
I have always had a good head on my shoulders, always probably a Little too old for my Age, it doesn't hurt, But I'm also not sure it helps.
I'm sure it helps my Beautiful Children, Don't know about myself.
Sometimes I miss being "Young".
I remember hanging out for the day I turned 18, I was so excited, My gf of 18 yrs and I were excited about it for yeeeears.
Once we hit 18, we wondered why we were so excited. Life changes so much, Responsibilities get tossed onto you something severe.
I didn't have a baby till I was 21, First preg at 18, 2nd at 19.
I am ever so grateful I miscarried. (No I am not an asshole ffs)
But now, Being 24 & a mother of a 2 & a 3 year old, I don't know how I would have done it.
I do, i would have been "Fine"
But who wants to just be "Fine" when you're a parent.
Noone wants to "just make it through" and all the crap that goes with it.
I think back to how much I didn't know then to what I do now.
I am not against Teen Mums, for any of you who breed at a young bloody age. It isn't my problem that you opened your legs.
I am just saying I feel sad that They don't get the chance to do things as an adult alone, without children.
how life changes so dramatically when you have children. I never thought so when I just had one, or for the 11 months I had one.
Once the 2nd one came & the first was 11/12 months, and now even moreso that they are older.
It gets easier in the way that, we have a good life & we buy what we want & we do as we wish moneywise, But. . . Otherwise. ..
It is huge. Huge huge huge & I am glad I didn't get the chance to do it when I was younger.
Young people these days are so different . I almost feel selfish for bringing kids into this s**tty world.
I never thought about sex, I didn't know about it at 14.
People are Birthing children at 14 these days.
I didn't know about Drugs till I was 19, People are doing that at like 10 these days.
And the other kids are smoking at some ungodly feral age.
I don't know if it's just this world, or if parents are getting lazier as the yrs go by!
I wonder where parents are when their 10 yr old kids are out beating the s**t out of people, or smoking weed, or having a root with the 14 yr old kid next door. . .
Ok, I danno why that rant was so long, LOL
This place just. . .has so many different ages on it & I just felt like writing.
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How Interesting this place is!!
A friend sent me here, to actually help with our parenting forum!
But this is a whole new bloody ball game!
I have had one wonderful person Help me out already!
Thanks Treacle 
I don't like that My Journal said I had no life. So I thought I would write something to get that out of the way!
Christmas is creeping up & I am so behind this yr it's ridiculous.
Were pretty much done for the kids!
Just have to pick up the Trampoline & Swings.
Our Wedding is Almost only 7 months away!
w00h00!
Anywho I'm off!
Should hit the sack it is 1am Bloody hell!
I'm sure I'll be here alot more :D  | |
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