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Tequila_Sunrise
Ogler
22266 points | day number two.
December 01, 2008 @ 05:25:36 am | I had an alright day actually.
I worked 11:30 til 4 and it was pretty good. I got put in 3rd for once, and Ash was manager because of the managers meeting so we had fun.
Tomorrow I got 7:30 til 4 so I'm thinking of jogging down to the shops and buying my lunch.... maybe...
I just cant work out how I'll get it back home.
I might just go to the oval and do sprints and kicks again.. that sounds better.
I think the pain killers are starting to work on my jaw too, I'm not in as much pain and my headaches are actually easing... so definelty helping my mood there.
I had breakfast today too 
Although the days not over yet.
But we'll see. I know my parents are at the pub but I might jsut go out tonight......
Hope tonight goes well anyway.Reply |
Tequila_Sunrise
Ogler
22266 points | The first day.
November 30, 2008 @ 10:22:28 am | I got alot done today.
Ash came over and dragged me out of bed and pushed me to enjoy myself... and i actually did.
We went and walked along waterfalls and drove around laughing. It was good.
I came home, got the soccer ball and my boots and went to the oval an did kicks and sprints.
Then I came home & cleaned my car.
I was feeling pretty good until now.
I guess Ive got a fair way to go.
But hey, its only the first day right??
Even though I've been surrounded by people all day I still feel so alone.
Day 2 tomorrow. I'm aiming at walking to work...
So I guess I'll decide that when I get up.
I dont feel as bad as I did this morning. I'm off to have a shower, tidy my room, go to bed and come back on here probably....
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Tequila_Sunrise
Ogler
22266 points | So right now
November 28, 2008 @ 09:52:07 pm | I feel like someone had stabbed me right in the f**king heart.
Its ok. Its my stupid fault for feeling this way.
Im gonna spend another day in bed. Not gonna get up. Does it matter? No.
I mean, who the f**k cares about me anyway?!?
Yeah, we sure as hell figured that one out.
I f**king hate being second best. Yet I cant walk away.
So its my own fault im curled up in bed, alone.
I left school. My job sucks. I'm pretty much freaking out about that too right now.
Fuck you cupid. Fuck you life.
And if ur gonna whinge that I never post anything postitive tfs, go f**k urself. I dont want to hear it. dont read it, no one is making you. Replies Off |
Tequila_Sunrise
Ogler
22266 points | It's stormy.
November 28, 2008 @ 05:40:38 am | Apparently theres going to be a big storm here tonight.
I wanna go out. I can actually go out tonight because my Dads away and my Mums working.
But I've no where to go. Or no one to go with.
So I might just sit here and watch the storm. Drown in my on misery.
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Tequila_Sunrise
Ogler
22266 points | I'm so....
November 26, 2008 @ 05:41:07 am | | This entry as been deleted... More... | Replies Off |
Tequila_Sunrise
Ogler
22266 points | Slightly
November 25, 2008 @ 12:37:14 pm | In slightly better spirits today.
Slighty.
Bed time now.
Work early tomorrow... finsh at 11:30 so all good anyway.
Start keeper training tomorrow night too. Yay
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Tequila_Sunrise
Ogler
22266 points | I'll get over it... someday... just not today.
November 24, 2008 @ 01:14:03 pm | Did I disappoint you?
Or did I make u want to try?
Was it all so easy?
When I was lying by your side...
I'm searching for those answers...
But do I even want to find?
'Cause moments last a minute....
But the memories... last a lifetime.
Yeah I'm s**t at writing. I dont give a f**k.
I'm chasing the impossible.
I tried lol.
I climb into bed at night... alone. Wondering what it would be like to fall asleep in your arms?
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