in a bad place. i've learnt that you don't have to die to go to hell, I've been there. Today I finally can say with 100% honesty that I'm back and clear headed. There's nothing to hold em back now. It was a long road and I was starting to think that I wasn't going to make it to the other side.

But here I am. Max The Ripper. More sober and stronger than ever. And I still play the ba** in my band.

And I'm so glad that Ronnie got all this money for his new band. If anyone has a link send it to me, cause I haven't found s**t.

Too bad he's in jail now. Why am I not suprised?

Oh and about the threats about him putting up a video of me snorting pills... That was a quite long time ago, and when it came time I decided to clean up.

I have nothing to hide. I have no regrets in life. I am not perfect but I try to be better myself.