Ello my ickle friends... *storkes chin*
You know, its been a while since i posted a Journal..Im just thinking what the hell IS going on in my life, it feels like im free fallling again..
So im working as a consultant again, and to be honest i made a bad bad move.. i am hating every moment of this, but i just dont have the energy to find a new job. I feel like curling up in a ball and sleeping for the rest of my life.
Its funny isnt it, how you are on top of the world for a while then.. suddenly you change a little of your life and it all comes tumbling down.
I dont need stability in my life i need to find something to be passionate about.. which doesnt seem to be happening. Ye, there is loads i love, but not much i can earn a living out of. I feel slightly lost in this world. I have done alot, but still cant find anything I want to do, if that makes sense..?? |