""Inter Arma Enim Silent Leges""  markfox01
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Über-Monkey
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29/M/Bristol, But im welsh!!, Unite
Join Date: Dec 2005 |
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I have done jack all this morning.. 
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Ello my ickle friends... *storkes chin*
You know, its been a while since i posted a Journal.. | |
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| So i better have ashower and turn in... good bye people.. till next time... good night. x | |
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The DNA test, just had it today. Very surprised how quick and easy it is.. and also, how supportive the doctor was, who was totally on my side.
Anyway, got to sit and wait till she has her's etc. which by law can be any time she wants..  | |
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Its been a few weeks since I have been on line, been thinking n stuff oh and building a model aeroplane of a spit fire out of wood.. It cant fly but somedays i wish i could hook a bomb to it and fly to next doors garden and blow its cat up... the little f**ker came in our kitchen and knocked the mop.. which in turn knocked the bin over which in turn made me drop my f**king beer...
So nothing has changed still got the same old problems and the same old s**t to go with it all.. difference is.. I have done everything in my power and some to sort things out.. but yet nothing…
I have been thinking of moving on and setting my life up somewhere else.. im not running away from my problems more.. looking at them from a distance instead… my life isn’t easy right now and people around me are beginning to show signs of stress too.
Its really weird, I actually miss this place these past few weeks. I didn’t want to moan everyday on here like im doing now, for the sake of you guys..
Take it easy people.. 
Current Music: no fucking pop...
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| I have lost about 6cm on my chest and about 3cm on my waste since November.. I have no idea what that is in weight as my scales seems to think i haven't lost any weight at all.. but the tape measure don't lie.. | |
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| I watched a movie last night called Idiocity i think it is called, a solidier got frozen for 500years and he woke up to a world of lazy, dumb people that have forgot to how things work.. everyone had a redneck accent and they loved things like jack arse.. | |
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| I have come to the conclusion that when you face challenges in your life you supposed to come out of them strong.. | |
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You know, Heath Ledgers death has really hit home with me. Watching that mans movies, was very entertaining. Its opened my eyes to my own life of pain and misery, because Heath and I are the same age.
Is seriously made me realise that my life is going in the wrong direction further than I actually thought. As the foo fighters say “is someone getting the best of you?” Just for some reason that my theme tune lately.. everytime I hear that song I go into deep thought about who I am, and where I am going… Im not talking about the meaning of life hear.. nor religion.. and Christ knows what.. just.. me. Why do I say the things I say, why do I do the things I do? When I know what I say and do sometimes Is stupid.. and I crinch at the thought sometimes.
I define myself most days as intelligent, open minded guy.. who is understanding and is not afraid of his emotions. Lately I feel like I am stupid, and a bad person, because my views on things are not in line with my own. I even have become short tempered to things.
Heath ledger dieing has made me think, he is 28, and now there is a hole in someone’s world. I could be that hole in my world soon, if my life doesn’t change.
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