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mark_is_god
Ogler
20228 points | planet love
August 31, 2008 @ 11:49:30 pm | yay!!! im going to planet love lol
time to find my glowsticks
and oh yes first journal  11 comments | Reply |
becky_pepper
Minister
10295 points | aahhhh for gods sake!
January 18, 2008 @ 04:30:46 pm | Ok I'm kinda hacked off! My last entry mentioned how I didn't have long enough breaks (20 min's in total) I have found out today that I only have sunday as a day off! When I was told I'd be having Saturday off too! It's my 5th day there and I'm already getting pissed off with the managers!
I was talking to a colleague earlier, she says the main reason her last relationship didn't work out was because of the job, they constantly gave her night shifts so she didn't have time to see her partner. She was always asleep and there were constant arguments. Not only that but they have one girl doing a night shift and they've made her do the afternoon shift the very next day!!!!!!!
I do not want to have to lose my relationship because of those gits! I really have had enough! I was treated like crap yesterday by the manger when I had the day off, and she couldn't meet my eye today, she kept making snide remarks about me to the deputy manager and to the rest of the staff and shut up when I looked at her!
I've had enough of this job, I want to make people happy I really do, but when I have snide comments etc off my BOSS! and when I apologised the 5th time today she said "oh dw you gave us ample notice...."
SO WHY BE SUCH A COW TOWARD ME THEN!!!!!?????
I seriously think I'm losing it, I just don't know what to do anymore :'(
I really can't see myself going in tomorrow I really can't...I don;t know what to do...can someone please advice me with what to do? I cna't speak to my partner as he's out till midnight tonight at work, and I won't be able to talk to him seeing as I've got to go to bed at 9pm tonight if I'm to get up at 5am to catch the first bus there and then go through the day by wiping human excrement all day!
WTF do I do????????1 comments | Reply |
becky_pepper
Minister
10295 points | oh the pain!!!!
January 17, 2008 @ 10:31:08 am | Right, most of you will have noticed I posted a topic saying I'd started a new job!
The job is working in a residential home, a caare worker, helping people with dementia and general old age etc. So far this week I've been working from 7am till 3pm, and in that time, tea break is 5 min's and lunch is 10 min's.
Other han that time we're not allowed to sit down and rest our feet. So naturally my feet are usually aching by the end of the day. Last night I got back from work and I was in agony. I had 3 foot massages off my partner, 2 foot soakes, some deep heat rub rubbed into my feet, nothing's helped, and it's resulted in me having to take a day off today,I feel awful!
I really want this job but having a day off within the first week of starting. I know I've upset my boss, and I keep thinking I've upset my partner, even though he says I havn't! I got in touch with the local doctors and they've recommended I take pain killers and it should ease off. I know I havn't been sacked (yet) and I'll be going in tomorrow, but I'm scared I'm wussing out on everything.
I feel awful I really do, I want to make people happy and I really want this job, but I couldn't walk this morning full stop, doing my teeth was agony!
Has anyone else ever gone through something like this? were you yelled at by your boss?
Sorry for the rant but I'm feeling so down in the dumps and miserable and I have no one but all you brill' people here to talk to me.15 comments | Reply |
becky_pepper
Minister
10295 points | so so confused and awkward
January 05, 2008 @ 08:21:54 pm | I may need some advice or not I'm not sure, everything in my life is so so messed up at the moment and I can't get anything right. I can't think straight anymore and it's driving me crazy.
I've moved house with my partner and we're now living in our own house with Pete's mate Ozzy and soon Ozzy's partner Ashliegh...we're paying rent to Ozzy's parents, it's £126 summat a month.
Ozzy and Ashleigh represent youth Scotland athletics with their running and get paid, plus Ozzy's parent;s are paying his rent. Pete and I are in a tricky situation though. I am unemployed, I have not been able to find a job, and believe me...I've tried...I've lost count of the amount of interviews that have resulted in an never ending silence on their behalf.
Pete sort of has a job...he rings up and decides his shifts...though due to not having a land line it's tricky getting in touch with folk. we need to use our mobiles which also cost money for credit!
i just don't know what to do anymore, i'm trying to please everyone by going for a good job, but I keep setting goals that are far too high...and as you can guess no one's getting in touch! But I'm finidng it hard to get goals that are low! My only skills are cleaning,art and bar work...2 of which I want to move away from. I was hoping to use my artistic skills but it's not gotten me anywhere!
I've come down with a bloody head cold, can't breath out my nose and I keep getting light headed and at times it's hard to stay focused/concious, I've lost loads of sleep due to it and it's really knackered my mode of thought.
I'm terrified that I'm going to lose everything through my stupidity...you may all have a go, saying well you did ask for it..I know I did, I just don't know how to sort it!I want things to work out right but it#s so so hard!
What can I do...lathargy is sinking in now...*i hate this cold* it's really f**king my head up and bringing me down! Maybe there is no space for a mere idiot like me in this world?!I don't know...but it's looking that way for me...  6 comments | Reply |
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