"If only............ they were all alone"  lupinstar
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20/M/Wigmore, United Kingdom
Join Date: Jan 2006 |
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I wish i lived in the past, old england, it would have been nice. The ball room dances, the tea and cake, the social ale after going out with fellow men. Ahh, i wish i lived in old england, i dunno why exactly, i just do.
Id be a grand sir, with a suit and a moustache, and id look great. My days would be filled with laughter and hapiness, it would be so nice.
I day dream too much though.  
Current Music: The Fray - Trust Me
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There are so many users i used to talk to, whats happened to them?
Olly16
Taintedblue
Cheerupemokid
Elmo
and so many more, i miss them so much, wish i kept in contact before they left.
Current Music: Breaking Benjamin - Rain
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I want to discard all the songs i have attempted to write so far.
I feel i tried to write about stuff and that it just was rubbish drival. Im going to enter a new phase of creativity and try a new style of song writing, not so much about the love ive never really lost but about life in general.
Anyway, just wanted to say that the old songs in my journal are old and has been, so dont read them, wait for new stuff.
Current Music: A clock Ticking
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My god im bored, i have nothing to do but i dont want to sleep.
Uni sucks when people cancel on you and they dont tell you about social plans. Everyone in my corridor is out celebrating one of the corridors birthday, but no one told me. Arrgghh, uni socialising sucks, ive tried and no one cares and now im all alone in my room moaning and feeling rubbish.
Woopy, the weekend, wonder what i can do then, oh yeah, NOTHING!
No one told me that socialising to go out and get real friends that will phone you to go out and include oyu in there plans would be so hard. Im so lonely. 
Ah well, got that moan out the way, now all i have to do is read notes, eat and sleep till monday.
Current Music: Fightstar -Unfirmiliar Ceilings
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It was a really amazing day on saturday. First of all i spent the day with my girlfriend going round camden and different places, that was alot of fun. Then we went to the gig and the line up seemed good:
Haunts
The Recieving end of sirens
Funeral for a friend
The first two bands were better than i thought they would be, worthy of the stage. Then funeral for a friend, thought it was good and then they put my favorite two songs together and iv absolutely exploded in hapiness. 
The whole gig was pure amazing from there on. I cant wait till the next one, a got a gig t-shirt for the tour and i loved everymoment.
Current Music: 1997 - Waters edge
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OMG, it was my first gig and boy was it amazing. There suporting bands were as followed:
Sanctity
Gojira
Annihalator
They were all really good and got the crowd moving well. Then trivium hit and it was so amazing. They played there big tunes and i was so happy!!!! I got to mosh to Sanctity and jump to trivium. Boy it was one great night last night!
Current Music: Sanctity : Beneath the machine
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I’m not ready to die
But sometimes I break inside
Run away from every day
It’s the way I hold my mind
And don’t tell me its o.k.
You’re not the one that tries
To forget every moment and start again tonight
(Welcome home, I am here to hold you tight)
Can you stay with me?
Can you keep running to the light?
Blend into the wall
And bend the rules again
With intrinsic lies
Lets leave our fears at home
To forget every moment and start again tonight
(Welcome home, I am here to hold you tight)
It’s growing numb
I can feel it grow inside
Deadly shadows haunt the soul
Hold me close when I cry
Forest flash in vision
Back to a Gaea deep within
Like I’m letting go
But I’m not giving up the sin!
Flash fires burn in eyes
Desire sparks the wings of lies
I am a fault in this machine
I don’t fit within this scene
And don’t tell me its o.k.
You don’t have to get picked up
To forget every moment and start again tonight
(Welcome home, I am here to hold you tight)
It’s growing numb
I can feel it grow inside
Deadly shadows haunt the soul
Hold me close when I cry
Forest flash in vision
Back to a Gaea deep within
Like I’m letting go
But I’m not giving up the sin!
Sounds like you’ve heard it all before
About the people all alone
You smile like you know the cure
As we run around this wood
Your eyes glow the pale white
You point to where it hurts inside
And remind me I’m alive
It’s growing numb
I can feel it grow inside
Deadly shadows haunt the soul
Hold me close when I cry
Forest flash in vision
Back to a Gaea deep within
Like I’m letting go
But I’m not giving up the sin!
It’s growing numb
I can feel it grow inside
Deadly shadows haunt the soul
Hold me close when I cry
Forest flash in vision
Back to a Gaea deep within
Like I’m letting go
But I’m not giving you up yet!
Just a song i wrote, i dunno, it kinda says how i feel. I quite like it though, its for anyone who's felt confused or lost.
Current Music: Hawthorne Heights - Dead in the water
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I went upstairs to lay on my bed and i stayed there for a whole hour and a half, that is not natural me thinks. Well i dont have a clue what it is and whats causing it so im completely bemused. Just 4 months left of sixth form though so im waiting for that clock to finish. Im gonna get a hair cut as well soon so w00p.
Well thats basically it if you wanted to know what has been going on in my life.
Current Music: AFI - Paper Airplanes (Makeshift Wings)
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I cant feel, i cant feel it
Bring it to me wrap it in the silk
Take me to the lake and show how to swim
In this world i cant, i just sink under skin
Hold my hand so its right
Feel my heart its cold as night
Take me to the edge and kiss my eyes
Watch me jump with faith for wings
Smile as you see me glide
and dont look back
Just believe i made it somewhere
To the eternal garden where i can run free
just a little thing i thought of off the top of my head, it interested me so i thought id post it.
Current Music: The Killing Moon - A book of love stories
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Just an apology to those who tryed to have a chat with me recently and not be able to as i had to leave. Sorry friends, i didnt mean to. Well im here now so time to chat and catch up.
Current Music: Coheed and Cambria - Welcome home
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