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15/M/you really want to know =$,
Join Date: Jan 2008

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Age:	15
Gender:	M
Location:	you really want to know =$ Yorkshire and The Humber United Kingdom
Email:	lord.dj@hotmail.co.uk
Posts:	7586
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Joined::	Jan 03, 2008
Last on:	Jul 19, 2008
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tequila_sunrise Über-Minister 15530 points	I'm listening to.. Today @ 09:08:42 am 0 Kudos
	KD Langs version of "Hallelujah" It's so sad. It all still seems to unrealistic. Today was good, I laughed and smiled and was happy. But now I think about it again, it hits me all over again. It's so stupid. I'm all upset again. Mum just said that if I'm getting all upset, it would be hard for me to want to make a speech about her at her funeral. Reply

x4ndr4 Über-Monkey 54973 points	I should Today @ 05:09:56 am 0 Kudos
	probably try to get some sleep, but I can't... it's 8.07AM and I can't stop thinking (I'll probably end up with a really bad headache if I don't stop soon) oh well, had breakfast a little while ago so I reckon I should just go out for a smoke and then my pillow and I have a date 3 comments \| Reply

tequila_sunrise Über-Minister 15530 points	I'm a fucking idiot. Today @ 12:22:32 am 0 Kudos
	I need sleep I haven't slept much in the last few days and I think I'm staring to see things! Seriously, I was at work and I was hearing things too.. I'm losing it 9 comments \| Reply

angel21 Minister 12706 points	oooooooooooooooooooooooo Yesterday @ 08:42:19 pm 0 Kudos
	What a wanker That is all Reply

lord_dj Über Master Debater 8894 points	Yesterday @ 08:36:11 pm 1 Kudos
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jigsaw_monte Debater 5310 points	yay this song saves my life Yesterday @ 06:30:49 pm 0 Kudos
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jigsaw_monte Debater 5310 points	i think this one does not need a title Yesterday @ 04:22:35 pm 0 Kudos
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kpharriso Über-Minister 19005 points	TFSers Beware Yesterday @ 01:57:52 pm 0 Kudos
	I'm hyper, I have spastic/curly hair, I have a purple glow stick and best of all I have skittles!!! Taste the rainbow!!! 11 comments \| Reply

tequila_sunrise

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Tonight was awful :(

Yesterday @ 09:26:00 am 2 Kudos

We went out to dinner as a family (just my family).... I thought us getting out would cheer us all up.
I did for a while, we were joking around etc.
Mum, Dad and my brother weren't as close to Tanya as I was... But they still really knew her..

I was doing really well, until as we were leaving and I broke down in tears. For the first time since the bad news I lost it. Infront of all these people and I couldn't help it. It all so f**king terrible.

I spoke to Brad before I left, he just cried in my arms, and I cried in his.

The funeral will be so sad.

I really miss her.

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tequila_sunrise

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It's a new day.

Yesterday @ 02:54:11 am 1 Kudos

I'm really seeing the world in a different light today.
Even though I've just had the biggest shock of my life, the world around me seems more lively and for once I feel I have the motivation to start living again after so long of seeing the world in such an obscured view.

I still can't believe she's gone.

But I promise you Tan, I will live for you. From now on, I will take everyday as it comes and live for every moment.

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