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26/F/elizabeth, New Jersey
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| my ex partner and i were committed 3 years. just this past week she broke up with me. ofcourse in the beginning things were perfect and overtime progressively worse. due to unwanted circumstances we were forced to reside thousands of miles away from each other. we constantly fought verbally throughout our relationship but left in good terms. after 7 months apart she said she had alot of time to think things over, admitting her doubts and explaining that we couldnt possibly function as a couple due to our incompatibility and different needs. i begged for hours only to repeatedly allow myself getting slapped in the face with her honest feelings of disinterest. needless to say i failed in my endeavers to win her back. now, just to rewind the picture a bit i'll explain that 2 years into our relationship i started chatting with another female online meanwhile in her presence. i know she's extremely hurt and i've made sure to apologize for this enormous error countless times. (i'd apologize forever if i had to) my reasons for my mistakes dont justify my desperate actions. at the time i communicated my feelings to her of loneliness and abandonment. i've come to the realization that i have to accept her decision. i still love my goddess more than the universe and im willing to sacrifice anything. the night before last she told me she only wants my friendship. then, last night she tells me she still loves me. please help! im so confused. does she love me as a friend now or is she implying there might be an open door for future possiblities? to this day i feel depressed, angry with myself, lost and in despair. thank you for taking the time to read this. i appreciate all your comments. | |
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