"How do you hide when the person you're running from is inside?"  lilmisslostcause
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17/F/Biteme, USA,
Join Date: Nov 2006 |
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I don't regret letting him in, I regret letting him go. I regret that I let him say "lets be friends, it's better" without fighting for him. Asking him to stay, to try and fix the problems. I still f**king love him, and I can't let go. I should've tried harder too hold on.
He f**king said he still loves me, ok?! But he didn't mean it, he didn't f**king mean it. He said we'd still be friends, that we'd talk more, hang out more. We haven't. He barely stops to say hi in the mornings and hug me. I miss him. I miss being able to lean into him. Being able to turn around and kiss his cheek or w/e whenever I felt the urge. To hold his hand just cause, or I needed comfort. I FUCKING HATE IT,OK?! IT'S NOT WORTH BEING WITHOUT!! | |
lilmisslostcause
General
335 points | I know, and I f**king hate that.
Also, I want to find whoever said "time heals all wounds" and smsh his goddamned face in!!    |
perspicacious
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16896 points | lilmisslostcause said:
I don't regret letting him in, I regret letting him go. I regret that I let him say "lets be friends, it's better" without fighting for him. Asking him to stay, to try and fix the problems. I still f**king love him, and I can't let go. I should've tried harder too hold on.
He f**king said he still loves me, ok?! But he didn't mean it, he didn't f**king mean it. He said we'd still be friends, that we'd talk more, hang out more. We haven't. He barely stops to say hi in the mornings and hug me. I miss him. I miss being able to lean into him. Being able to turn around and kiss his cheek or w/e whenever I felt the urge. To hold his hand just cause, or I needed comfort. I FUCKING HATE IT,OK?! IT'S NOT WORTH BEING WITHOUT!!
Ahhhh. You'll be OK my dears.
Life goes on, and you'll soon find another to trump your ex. 
Don't be sad, tomorrow is a brighter day. |
lillypug
Über-Meister
2489 points | all i can say 2 u is that it does get better thru time and hope u feel better bout it soon  |
lilmisslostcause
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335 points | I know that, I do, deep down, past the pain and hate and frustration and aggravation, I know. And I still have to say one thing to Life: KISS MY ASS! I FUCKING HATE YOU!!
And that's right down there next to the knowing. Both things I'll never say out loud, both things I know deep down.  Doesn't mean I like it, or am as of yet willing to accept it. |
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