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HI IM TAKAI IM 19 IM HALF MAORI HALF PUCKIEA I WAS BORN IM HAMLITON IN NEW ZEALAND IVE BEEN THREW THINGS U CANT EVEN IMAGINE HAPPEN TO ME BUT I JUST SOILDER ON IN THIS LIFE I HAVE A 4YO GIRL ITS A LONG STORY SOCITY JUDGES ME BECAUSE OF WHT I HAVE HAD HAPPEN TO ME BUT I DONT CARE IF PEOPLE WANT TO JUDGE YOU THEN THEY ARENT WORTH IT U KNOW I HAVE LEARNT THAT IN LIFE ALONG OF MANY OTHER THINGS THREW LIFES LESSONS MY MUM AND I NEVER HAD MUCH IN LIFE AND MY EX PARTNER CAME ALONG AND HE DESTROYED OUR LIVES HE WA EXTREAMILY CONTROLLING AND BARBARICK WITH THE THINGS HE DID AND I WAS 13 WHEN MY MUM LET HIM COME IN TO OUR HOUSE AFTER HE'S PARENTS KICKED HIM OUT AND THEN THATS WHERE IT STARTED HE BASHED MY MOTHER UP EVERY DAY TO GET MONEY FOR DRUGS AND HE USTO HURT ME TO HE MADE ME DO THINGS I DIDENT WANT TO DO AND I HAD JOIND A GANG AND MY HOMIE AND I BECAME REALL CLOSE AND THE COPPERS SHOT HIM HE DIED IN MY ARMS ALL BECAUSE WE WHERE OUR COLLOURS AND HE THOUGHT HE HAD A PEICE IT WAS UNFAIR ILL NEVER FORGET HIM ....THAT IS WHY I HAVE HAD A KID AT THE AGE OF 15 I NEVER GOT TO HAVE A CHILDHOOD 15YO MUMS KNOW WHERE I BE COMMING FROM WITH THIS YOU GET JUDGED BY SO MANY PEOPLE ITS UNFAIR....... MY EX CHEATED ON ME WITH MY MUM AND MANY OTHER GIRLS PARLLY MEN TO LOL...... THIS WENT ON FOR 4YEARS I TRIED TO ESCAPE BUT NEVER COULD I LIVED OF PIZZA FOR 6YEARS NEVER HAD MANY CLOTHES OR ANYTHING HE ALLWAYS SOLD OUR STUFF TO GET MONEY FOR DRUGS IT WAS SO UNFAIR HE TOOK MY DAUGHTER FOR 5 HOURS AND IN 40 DEGREE WEATHER AND WITH NO MILK HE DID NOT CARE ABOUT HER AT ALL HE CHOCKED ME CUSE I WAS TRYING TO STOP HIM FROM TAKING MY DAUGHTER I CALLED THE POLICE I COULDENT TAKE ANY MORE I KNEW I WAS GONNA BE KILLED FOR THIS BUT IT WAS WORTH IT TO SAVE MY DAUGHTERS LIFE OVER MINE.... HE ONLY GOT 150 HOURS OF COUMMINITY SERVICE FOR THIS THANKS TO OUR "WOUNDERFULL JUSTICE SYSTEM"....NO ONE WOULD HELP US ....WE ENDED UP GOIN TO A REFUGE AND LIVING THERE FOR 2 MONTHS AND IN THAT TIME MY EX WENT TO REHAB N "REFORMED" WITCH WAS ALL BULL DUST A SCAM I GOT BACK WITH HIM FORGAVE HIM AND I TRIED TO MAKE IT WORK FOR MY DAUGHTERS SAKE BUT IT DIDENT IT WAS IM PODSSIBLE IT WAS WORSE I DIDENT TALK TO MY MUM FOR 2 YEARS AFTER THIS I WAS HURT CONFUSED AND I LEFT MY EX AFTER HE SMASHED UP MY HOUSE WITH A RACHET HE BNEALY HIT MY DAUGHTER THAT IS WHEN I SAID THATS IT SO I WAS ALONE HE WENT TO JAIL AND I WAS HAPPY AS CAN BE I WAS ATCUALLY SMILING FOR ONCE AND IT WAS GENUINE HE DIDENT PAY THE RENT SO WE GOT KICKED OUT N I WENT TO LIVE INA REFUGE AGAIN SO I WAS ON MY OWN JUST ME AND MY LIL GIRL IN RESULTS TO THAT I EVDED UP JUMPING FROM REFUGE TO REFUGE NOONE WOULD GIVE US A HOUSE OR A CHANCE BECAUSE OF ME BEING A 19YO KID WITH A 4YO DAUGHTER SOCITY FROWNS UPON US SO I COPPED RASISIM BECAUSE IMA KIWI OTHER PEOPLE GOT PRIVLEGES OVER ME N THINGS LIKE THAT SO I ENDED UP GETTING KICKED OUT OF THE LAST REFUGE BECAUSE I COOKED A BIRTHDAY CAKE FOR MY DAUGHTER AND I GOT IN TROUBLE BECAUSE IT CONTAINED NUTS BUT 3 OTHER LADIED DID IT IT WASENT FAIR SO I WENT TO LIVE WITH MY FRIEND AND FINNALY GOT A HOUSE OF MY OWN AFTER ALOT OF STRUGGLE IN MY LIFE FIGHTING FOR US AND THEN MY EX'S PARENTS TOOK MY DAUGHTER OFF ME THEY CLAMING THAT THEY HAVE CUSTADY OF HER AND IM FIGHTING THEM IN COURT AT THE MOMENT IM JUST STARTING TO PICK UP MY LIFE AGAIN FROM SCRATCH IM GOING TO COLLAGI AM RAPPING THREW PAINSO MANY PEOPLE TRYING TO HURT ME IN IT IGREW UP LISTENING TO EMINEM HE HELPED ME THREW ALL OF THIS PAIN I SUFFRED AND SCRIBE AS WELL SINCE THEY TOOK MY DAUGHTER IVE BEEN SICK HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO SLEEP TILL 4AM AND THINGS LIKE THAT BUT FOR SOME REASON I DONT CRY LIKE IV'E BEEN THREW SO MUCH IM JUST USTO IT WHAT THE WORLD HAS THROWN AT ME .....IM CHRISTIAN GO9D AND MY FAITH HAS ALSO KEPT ME STRONG IVE HAD TO JUST GRIT MY TEETH N NOT SAY THINGS I WANTED TO SAY TO HIM OR BE KILLED...IVE HAD A ONE REALTIONSHIP SINCE MY EX AND HE DUMPED ME BECAUSE I HAVE A KID IT WAS SO UNFAIR I REALLY LOVE THIS GUY WE NEVER HAD A FIGHT I PUT ALOT IN2 MY REALTIONSHIPS I JUST GUESS HE WAS STUPTID BUT ANYWAY BECAUSE IVE BEEN SO HURT IM AFFRAID OF THE WORD COMMIMINT I NEVER CHEAT I JUS RUN FROM IT I DONT THINK ILL EVER FIND A RIGHT MAN SOMETIMES IM JUST GETTING ON WITH MY LIFE AND IF THERE IS "MR RIGHT " HE CAN COME TO ME LMAO ................. M