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im tired and grumpy and don't feel good today. so if I say something offensive or rude, feel free to smack me in the head.  I apologize ahead of time. I just didn't sleep well and my hormones are whacked out again. I've already yelled at the couch for stealing my blanket and my cup for drinking my koolaid.  like I said, im sorry if I say something and please feel free to let me know.  | |
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I think I have like five loads of wash if not more, a living room that's trashed, tons of dishes, bathroom, and dining room to get cleaned up. not to mention mop floors, vacuum, fold and put away laundry, and take care of Derrick. all this has to be done TONIGHT!  shoot me now! its going to be a long night.  | |
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| I've finally made my mind up. I can't take anymore bulls**t. last night was the clincher for me. Darrell threw one of his temper tantrums, in front of Derrick. it scared the s**t out of my son, butDarrell couldn't have cared less. he just kept smashing s**t, then tried to turn his anger on us. he's made me a completely different person. I've lost interest in the things I love the most. as said before, I've lost such an important part that im such a shell of a person walking through life. most days I just pray to God something will happen to me so I won't have to put up with him anymore. finally it has, and im leaving. he's had time to change but hasn't even made an effort. he's a loser and a douche and I deserve so much better. | |
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Darrells been gone all weekend and its had Derrick my son extremely upset. Darrell comes home and completely ignores my son cries for attention. now, instead of spending time with his son, he's gone to his parents house. I can't take much more of this bulls**t. my son totally loves his dad but his dad could care less about him.  I don't care that he don't give a s**t that I've been sick all weekend, or that his parents let my son sit in dirty diapers so long his butt bled. no, I let that go because I hoped he would be excited about being home with his son again. how extraordinarily wrong could one person be? | |
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| last night was insane! Darrells sister called and asked me to help pull her boyfriends truck out of a ditch. well, he was definitely in a ditch, almost completely tipped over! well, we had a guy stop and try to help but ended up putting his truck closer to the eight foot dropoff and snapped our rope! at this point the police show up and tell us it will take a towtruck to get him out. well, nobody had money so we decided to try again. we got some chains and started pulling. his rearend fell off the dropoff and we had to reevaluate again. finally we got him out completely and got ready to leave. its two hours later (2 AM) and we pull out. ten feet up the road, he figures out he's got a flat! needless to say, we cojuldnt get the spare down, two more hours and another bypasser helping we finally get him set and ready to go! I got home at 4:30 this morning and passed out! it was such a long night. | |
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| if I've said omething offensive im sorry. todays been a bad day and my hormones are all crazy. I hurt myself lifting a ba of dog chow last night so now im pissed and concerned for my baby. anyways im sorry. | |
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| so, I had my labor induced. they broke my water at 5 am and started petosin. by 9 am I as in full labor, my contractions well off the chart! around noon I went for stadol and around 5 they talked me into getting an eidural. stupid idea! I quit dialating andat 8 pm my docs decided to take my son by cesarean since he was stuck and his heart rate was dropping. they took me to surgery and while transferring me to the OR table popped out my epidural. they tried pushing the meds but it wouldn't work so they decided to put me under. I didn't get to say goodbye to anyone and I was so scared. my son was born at 8:32 PM and needless to say I didn't hold him until 10:45. anyways, that's my first delivery experience. it definitely traumatized me. | |
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baby! I had my first ultrasound with this pregnancy yesterday! the baby was so small. it was absolutely amazing. I heard the heartbeat before I could see the baby and it was so comforting. this babys heartbeat was soooo much softer and slower than Derricks. im hoping its a girl. ill find out in 12 more weeks.  | |
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| Dad, you're supposed to live forever. you are my strength and my rock. you're suppoed to be invincible, but now I know you're not. you've always been my best friend, the light of my life, you were supposed to live forever. how do I come to terms with losing you? how can I face that day? you were supposed to live forever! I love you so much, and want you to see my kids grow, and walk me down the aisle. I want to watch you teach you grandson to fish, and how to shoot a gun. you were supposed to live forever. but now I know the cancers spreading, and that your day is coming soon. how can I teach my kids what a great man you were, when you will no longer be here to guide me. I dread the day you will go, but only because I love you so. I want to hold you close and never let go. you were supposed to live forever.... | |
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| wtf, I let his parents borrow my god damn truck and now they've f**ked it up! it won't even crank! we put a new battery in it less than a year ago! not to mention just spent 80 dollars fixing the fuel injectors! now its f**ked up again! it was running fine when I let them borrow it! they always f**k up their vehicles but come on, was it neccesary to f**k mine up too? and I know they won't pay for it! ill be the one having to fix it, for the third time. lets hope to god nothing happens to me, otherwise I won't have a way to get to the hospital. | |
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