In November/December I started to have odd dreams every night, most of them being either very outlandish or disturbing to say the least. I dreamt that my three year old niece drowned in our imaginary pool, my boyfriend was shot in the head while in my mother's car, and I just awoke (with a horrible pain in my chest) from a dream about careless infidelity where I recieved a confession via Yahoo about my boyfriend cheating, but in his *dream* words "not because of horniness, but creativity" and he kept babbling on about the girl's hair but how she ultimately ended up as nothing more than sex. There are more details but I'll spare myself.
I can't recall the majority of my dreams at the moment but I'll never forget how it feels to wake up at 4 A.M. unable to breath because of what had just went on in my mind. It interferes with my school day (well, the first half) by depriving me of sleep and giving me something to worry about. Since November, I estimate an approximate of 6 "normal" undisturbing dreams, most likely involving Mario Sunshine (at levels I have no idea how to beat).
I got out of bed at 7:02 and started blogging before 7:10 so this obviously is becoming a problem. I've noted that they began increasing in frequency during the dream analysis chapter of my psychology class, let up some for about a month (?) and have began to come back full force.
Is there something wrong with me?
Are these dreams trying to tell me something?
WHAT do they mean??? |