Sooooo I pretty much hate my life at the moment.... and although neither of my parents will take any blame whatsoever, it's their fault. My Dad is adament that he's ONLY TAKEN STEPS TO END THE DIVORCE and he's DONE NOTHING TO 'HURT' MY MOTHER and that he's completly blame free, but that's not true. What he calls 'Ending this dicorce', I call 'Destroying my Mom's life'. My Mom's arguement is that my dad has never spoken a word of truth and stalks her and gets his family to stalk her and forages documents and focussess only on destroying her life. But I can't think of any steps she's taken to end this f**king divorce!!! They both kinda suck right now, and I know as soon as my dad gets wind of this, I'm going to get a 'talk' about how he's completly in the right, and how my mom's completly in the wrong, and I'll sit there and nod and pretend to agree with everything he's saying but in truth I'm not listening to a word he's saying. And then when my mom hears about this, she's going to shove it in my face and cry and rant about how 'we have no relationship anymore' and it's all my dad's fault cuz I believe all his lies and 'one day, you'll know, but then it'll be too late.' And I'll tell her what she wants to hear, that I don't believe him at all, but Erica needs a dad and she can't go to his house alone so that's why I have to go, and then I'll pretend I have homework and tell her that I know she's never lied to me, and leave the room.... I can't wait!! Who doesn't like a good arguement and manipulation session?

Mmkay well as of a week ago, I had given up on ever leaving the country ever again because my parents are in the process of sueing the f**k out of each other. My Dad wouldn't ask my mom for permission to go to Mexico because he's positive that she'd say yes, then wait till we get to the airport and call the police, claim that he's kidnapping us, get him arrested, and take custody of us kids. Now recently, my mom asked my Dad for permission to send my sister (the one that only stays with my mom, she dosen't see my dad) on a cruise with my aunt and uncle, and when he said yes, she gave him permission (through the lawyers, so it's documented) to take us to mexico. Then everyone was all happy like (I did something I rarely let myself do- hope ), we were going to Mexico!! To do that, we needed passports, which my mom has. I called her up and asked her if we could have them, and she said yes- AS SOON AS SHE GOT A LETTER THROUGH THE LAWYERS GIVING HER THE COMPLETE ITINERARY of what we'll be doing, what times, with who, when we'll be back, ect. Now I know we're not going. Why? cuz my parents are both stubborn as f**k and my Dad won't give her an itinerary till she gives him the passports, and my mom won't give him the passports till he gives her an itinerary. Sooooo FUCK. Plus, even if they do actually work together and make that happen, my dad won't take us for a week, he wants two, and I alternate from my moms to my dads every Sunday- So we'd have to miss a week with my mom. And cuz she has stuff planned for the year for us on her week, she doesn't want the weeks mixed up, so we'd have to spend 2 weeks with Dad and then 2 weeks with mom. Grrrrr I just want them to ceace existing!! FUCK!!!