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Gone Cold
Ashli Marie Gilbert
January 28, 2008
It’s as though,
The whole world has gone cold.
Is it just me?
Or hidden beneath some unseen fold,
Is there really something more?
How is it that one person,
Can seem so vain?
What causes one person,
To enjoy watching another’s pain?
We thrive,
On the discontent of others.
We strive,
To cause discomfort in those around us.
It’s as though,
The whole world has gone cold.
Is it just me?
Or hidden beneath some unseen fold,
Is there really something more?
He’s pushed around,
And yet we keep walking right on by.
He’s starting to feel numb,
And no one really knows why.
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Silent Sins
By: Ashli Marie Gilbert
On: January 10th, 2008
Sitting there watching,
A world so unlike our own,
As it falls to pieces,
Not speaking out against,
What is wrong,
Content to live in our own,
Silent Sins.
Ignoring the truth,
As it is not happening to us,
And in doing so,
The living soon become the dead,
Only adding to our own,
Silent Sins.
Knowing not how, nor why,
We can be so content,
Living as we do,
While others shall suffer,
Because of our own,
Silent Sins.
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KNITTING!!!!! y art teacher taught me how to knit today...at like 9 am and i have yet to put it down for more than like 5 minutes.... lol I LOVE KNITTING!!!
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ok so i now hav chapters 1-4 done. at about chapter three things start to pick up a little. And chapter 4's title, All Hell Breaks Loose, is no joke. it really starts to get crazy!! here is a little piece of what to look for:
“I called to apologize to you, Taryn…”
Cutting him off, Taryn said “You are not forgiven, nor will you ever be. Not until I know that you will never do this to anyone else, ever again.” She hung up the phone right as Aidan walked in.
“Baby, what’s wrong?” Aidan asked worriedly when he saw Taryn in tears, “What happened?”
Breaking down Taryn told him the whole story...
I will get you another update in a few days!!!
Ashli Marie
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i got hired in at burger king on november first and have yet to go in to work!! it is now December 17th and i went in to talk to my manager on the third or fourth and she told me that since another Burger King in the area was closed down all of the employees from that one got transfered in to the one i "work" at. Now she cannot get me in until she gets them out AFTER THE NEW YEAR!!! now that its self is upsetting but what makes it worse was that she said she would call me when my uniform came in in about a week or so. well after waiting a MONTH i went up there and talked to her. But what really pisses me off was that she did not even think about calling me to tell me that i could not go into work!!! Now i am looking for a new job that i probably will not find since i live in michigan!!!
The wole point of me etting a job was so i could afford christmas this year!!! Well that ain't gonna happen!!!!! GRRR.....
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i will no longer be putting Taryn's Angel on here. hopefully when i get it finished you will be able to buy it in the stores!! lol Sorry for any dissapointment i have caused.
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| I CANNOT WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS!!!! i'm hoping a get the Fuji FinePix camera in hot pink or oreange that i want!!!!! lol i still have to finish shopping though!!! GRRRRR...... | |
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Ok so they squirrels just look cute and innocent really they are just bideing their time to take over the world... they have hired the chipmunks as their spies. the kittens refused to help so the squirrells had their gerbal police (with their m-16 acorn shooters!!) enslave them with the help of the bunny secret service. now the kittens are just waiting to take over the squirrels. THEN THEY WILL HAVE TOTAL WORLD DOMINATION....ruled by cute fuzzy kittens!!!!
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Okay so last time i posted a poem about suicide i upset some people. by posting this poem i am in no way saying that suicide is the answer. this is just a poem i wrote to let my feelings out.
Suicide Escape
Sitting here listening to voices unclear,
Not knowing why she does what they say,
She sits down and listens in fear,
Holding herself, she will try to wish them away.
She tries to reason with the voices,
She says they’re not really there,
They say she has two choices,
She argues that’s not fair.
Her parents think she’s crazy, they worry that she’s lost it,
It causes too much pain for her to see the tears in their eyes,
They fear one day her wrist she will slit,
She knows now that they see through her disguise.
Her mind the Devil will rape,
As she plans her sweet suicide escape.
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that maybe, just maybe i am "depressed" again...Either that or The doctors need to go back to school...
I was sitting there last thursday talking to my fiancee and all of a sudden i am crying. For what reason?? My brother refusing to talk to me, Which happened in the beginning of NOVEMBER. i did not cry about it then, why should i cry about it now?? and then i find out that my dad will be gone for the weekend and i never see him that often anymore so i cryed about that. So I MUST be depressed!! i almost never cry and last time i was like this they told me (they being the doctors at the hospital) that i had depression... so they put me on loads of pills. most of which where not reccommended for children under 18...i was 15... then when the meds had the wrong effects(because i did not need them) they said i was Bi-Polar. so they gave me more meds for that... well turns out that i was not Bi-Polar...i just did not get along with my mom and step-dad...
So i think that society's new solution to disobedient children is to give them a label (depression, bi-polar, ADD ADHD, etc...) then give them medication to "fix" their so called problem. It almost seems as though some Parents and doctors of today believes that if their children are disobedient, loud, do not fit in with others their age, or are just not considered "normal" that something is wrong with them...and while i feel this way i do acknowledge that not ALL parents and doctors are like this and will allow their children to be different and be themselves. also i do realize that some people do have these problems and do need the help of medication but just becuase your child listens to heavy metal, wears all black, or is just Anti-social it does not mean that something is wrong with them!!!
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