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sarahf
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12523 points | AP Math class Ruins lives
February 14, 2008 @ 06:56:50 am | | sitting in math cla** today, after deciding that i would have to switch out because it was too hard and what it meant to my future, i thought to myself ” what if i’m just not cut out for a life of success” with so much focus on succeeding today it is obvious that not all of us will make it, so why not just relax and let the people who deserve it take the lead. i also think that its unfair that my performance as a teenager should affect the outcome of my life. i mean, we are at the peak of confusion here and they expect us to put that aside and think of the futures we probably wont have, strive towards the goal we wont reach. and in the end be let down and be forced to settle into our lives working the desk job in your cubicle with the picture of the window drawn in purple crayon. if your that lucky, see because you dropped out of mixed math in grade 11 means you cant GET that job because you are OBVIOUSLY not able to do math, not that we ever use a parabola again in everyday life or could remember it at that point in our lives, but that doesn’t matter because you needed to know it 12 years ago to be able to pass. anyways, i’m headed for my life of banality. see you there. 1 comments | Reply |
sarahf
Minister
12523 points | i have mono.. halp
September 06, 2007 @ 05:05:34 pm | | there is " nothing they can do" for me and no advice ( i got a s**t doctor) so any advice other than advil.. if i take anymore i'll die 9 comments | Reply |
sarahf
Minister
12523 points | so i quit my job today
June 14, 2007 @ 10:00:39 pm | well yestrerday lol
:D AND its pay day so i gte money for nothing, then another one next week.. life is grand3 comments | Reply |
sarahf
Minister
12523 points | ZOMG i used actual first person this time guys!
May 17, 2007 @ 04:02:26 am |
Is been a while since I’ve written anything and I suppose if I start I may be able to formulate an opinion.
I’ve been looking at all my pics recently cause I have to upload the ones I want to keep, me holding my little sister, pics of my ex and I, pictures of myself I thought were so good. And I realised that that’s not me in the pictures. I hardly recognise them. Actually I don’t recognise myself in the mirror anymore, there is something different. I think a part of me is dead..or dying, or maybe its been dead for a long time and I’m only seeing it now.
I don’t listen to music the same way anymore, instead of it being my life and being able to put me into any state I wanted, it now is just something familiar I can sing every word to but never know the meaning of them.
I don’t talk anymore, I’ve stopped fighting with my teacher and now simply ignore him and throw the occasional insult if he sets himself up. I really have no zeal for any activities, the internet holds no interest to me again. I do the same song and dance every day.
I’m really getting sick of going over to Wendy’s house for a shower and getting up retardedly early. I’m sick of my cold house and crappy food selection.
I donno. I think Barney’s impending death is hitting me or something.
Maybe I’m finally getting lonely. I don’t do lonely, I’m always self sufficient. So this is a new thing.
I guess I need a change in scenery, more than Ottawa every week for basically the same thing. I want to go there and be wowed like before. I want my busses back.
I want to stop having teenager moments where it dons on me how typical I am and just be typical. I need it to be summer cause I’m sick of this rut, make some money and settle in somewhere else.
I can see the excitement on the horizon, I’m just impatient and want it now
i reilised i never actualy finished any of the thoughts i started2 comments | Reply |
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