I think I may have a problem???


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I think I may have a problem???
July 29, 2007 @ 04:42:43 am

I used to only smoke when I was with friends now I do it when I just can't deal with things.

I really don't want to go into rehab over something like pot, but I was like stoned just about every other day for the last week. For God sake I went to talk to an ARMY recruiter Friday, and I was high as hell. He told me to go home, straighten my self out, and then come back to see him... I've started to get high every time I have a argument with somebody, or when I just can't speak my mind, cuz I'm scared I'll hurt someones feelings.so I hold it all in. I guess that i'm just trying to numb my self, or something. I'm so tired of being like this I'm one big self-destructive mess... If I don't fix this it's going to fu** up my entire future
Maybe things will get better

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ugly_ducky Debater 6119 points	July 29, 2007 @ 04:46:43 am
	If you cannot bring yourself to stop then maybe rehab is a good idea.

catlady Minister 10413 points	July 29, 2007 @ 05:12:13 am
	Counseling or a support group could be very helpful for you to find other ways to cope with your emotions instead of self-medicating. Realizing that you may need to is a huge step in the right direction, and I hope you can work through it.

shellie

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July 29, 2007 @ 05:26:43 am

.. realizing you are dependent on a substance is the first step and a big one at that. It isnt easy but it seems to me from the little bit you said that you really want to get through this.
So you are interested in the military? That is certainly a good incentive as well as your health of course.. Having someone to talk to is also very important. Friends or family?
I cant say much more on the issue cuz Im not an expert but I do wish you the best and if you ever want to say hi .. send me a PM.
Take care & best wishes.

charger Minister 13645 points	July 29, 2007 @ 05:45:07 am
	your young yet, give it some time, the fact that your at least thinking about it(straightening out) sounds positive (pun not intended) to me.

nigredo

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July 31, 2007 @ 03:24:49 pm

well, ur already on the path to recovery since you know that you have a problem, but unfortunately that's not enough. you have to have the will to do something about it. like the others said, counseling or something would be a good idea. you know you should just speak ur mind and don't be afraid to hurt other people's feelings cuz it's bound to happen eventually. just do what you can now to prevent this from getting any worse, get rid of all the pot you have and even if you automatically think of using it when something goes wrong, don't. try going for a walk or something, or meditate or something of the sort. you have to work on not automatically going to pot to solve ur problems. hope all goes well!

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