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19/M/Myrtle Beach, South Carolina
Join Date: Sep 2005 |
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| Alright you guys, i think i have something seriously wrong with me. I can't sleep at night, i'm angry all day... everything that can go wrong just seems to go wrong. i have no idea how to cope with all the stress from my parents and from school... everything is getting to me.. nobody can help me.... everynight i lay awake in my bed for hours just staring off into space.... sometimes like last night, i was talking to heather after practice.. and my chest tightened up really quick-like and i couldn't breathe...I started to talk really slurred to her, and i was pretty much blacked out...but she was still there...Ya'll i want to know what is going wrong with me....but i'm not sure how to do it...i want to get over this because i don't want to have to be taken care of for my life.... i want to be able to do somethings on my own... And i'm scared...i don't want to die from these problems i have... and i know i've got to keep going but it's all so hard.... so please. if you have a few minutes, try to offer me some help...i'd really appreciate it.. | |
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I hate thursdays, well, yesterday was a really bad day.... first of all, i got 2 hours of sleep which didn't help the start, i fell out of the shower, there were no muffins left, the orange juice was rotten and my parents were both PMS'ing. So off to school i went, the day was just like every other day....boring....uneventful......so after school christian and i had to finish doing our spanish project so we ended up finishing the movie part, well we still needed a display board....so i called my mom......I had awards at 7 and we didn't get out till about 8.......And we had to run down the street to get a display board, the whole time my dad telling me what a f**k up i am.....and how i'll never make anything of myself.....GOD.....so i finished the project about 11, talked to Heather  (I LOVE YOU SWEET PEA!!!!!!) i'm out....i'lll catch you all later. | |
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Today is one of the greatest days of my life, Me and Heather have been going out for 9 months today  it has been the best 9 months i could imagine, and i can't wait for the rest of our lives, i mean, i know we're young and all but still, everything just feel sooooo right....to the point where if we were older i'd ask her to marry me. anyways Happy nine months sweetheart i love you sooooo much sweet pea talk to you later :kiss: goodbye love
Current Music: i'll be- edwin McCay
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The government is unresponsive to the needs of the little man. Under 5'7", it is impossible to get your congressman on the phone.
-Woody Allen-
Current Music: if you're happy and you know it
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My grandmother started walking five miles a day when she was sixty. She's ninety-seven now, and we don't know where the hell she is.
Ellen DeGeneres
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Stuffed deer heads on walls are bad enough, but it's worse when they are wearing dark glasses and have streamers in their antlers because then you know they were enjoying themselves at a party when they were shot.
-Ellen DeGeneres -
Current Music: if you're happy and you know it.
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Well, i'm starting a quote of the Day now:
If only God would give me some clear sign! Like making a large deposit in my name in a Swiss bank.
-Woody Allen-
Current Music: If you're happy and you know it
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I can't really stand school anymore, it's just another way for the government to posses my body and make me think what they want.... i can't stand having pointless facts and information shoved into my head for the well being of others at my expense. Nobody cares why a+b=c....I want to play my guitar in school without getting yelled at. In the words of John Mayer, i wanna run through the halls of my high school, i wanna scream at the top of my lungs i just found out theres no such thing as the real world, just a lie we have to rise above.
Current Music: John Mayer in my head
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Well, First i'm on here with all my pals having a wonderful time talking about our weekends and such, then i head to math cla** and find out that i fail an alegra test....I'm sooo screwed, but either way, i'm doing fine in the class, me and heather talked some things over, thanks to matt's advice, we got things rolling like normal and we ain't gon push nothing lol. Well thats it for now, i'll be back on in the morning Adieu  | |
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| Welllll, I haev no idea what to post here, but sitting watching my teacher play around with a computer that she knows nothing about is hilarious.. anyways, if there's a place i always feel welcome, its here at TFS, nobody else really gets along with me, but everyone else here just seems to have something worthwhile to say to me.... Thanks ya'll.... | |
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