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Über-Monkey 57195 points
19/M/Stirling, United Kingdom Join Date: May 2006 |
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To hear from my ex. She started talking to me on msn, apparently she's started supporting Celtic and I went on a five minute rant about how much I hate Celtic.
Just being reminded of her existence is still making me feel like s**t. It's been 9 f**king months now. 9 months. I should be over her by now.
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Über-Meister 1773 points | | hey sometimes it takes a while to get over someone, especially if you were really close. you'll get there. keep smiling hunni. xx |
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Über-Monkey 57195 points | I'm going through a bereavement at the moment. Last thing I wanted was to talk to her.
I'm feeling utterly terrible as it is.
I just can't understand why I can't get over her. Why can't I look back as if she never existed? As if she was never in my life? |
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Über-Meister 2673 points | to me, losing someone kinda feels like you are losing a small peice of yourself. because you generally like who you are with them. and you just have to learn to like yourself alone before you can truly be happy with anyone else.
thats what i think anyway. |
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Über-Meister 1773 points | | because she does exist and she was a big part of your life. dont try to think of the bad bits, remember the good bits. you may not be together now but there was a reason you got with her. just think of it as a past relationship that will help you grow. x |
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Über-Monkey 57195 points | mmm, could well be. I don't particularly think much of myself at the moment.
I think to move on there needs to be more than just a mental push, it needs to be a physical thing too, but I'm not sure entirely how to go about this. I think I need a change in my life, need something to care about passionately other than football. |
 alexkidd Captain Awesome! Über-Moderator 44218 points | 
celtic,
you must feel like that princess chick when darth vader went to the dark side.
it always hits hard sometimes, even after years, shows she was important to you. it'll happen less and less as you go, but there'll be days where it kicks you in the balls for a long time. |
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Über-Monkey 57195 points | alexkidd said: 
celtic,
you must feel like that princess chick when darth vader went to the dark side.
it always hits hard sometimes, even after years, shows she was important to you. it'll happen less and less as you go, but there'll be days where it kicks you in the balls for a long time.
She's such a traitor as far as thats concerned, I took her to her first Celtic game...in the Aberdeen end. Apparently she's joined the Celtic supporters club in Australia. Thats what truelly hurts in all this, not her cheating on me, her cheating on my football team! |
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