So its been awhile


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18/M/Cape Coral, Florida
Join Date: Jun 2007

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Age:	18
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jmillerjr
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So its been awhile
September 09, 2008 @ 11:16:32 pm

It's been awhile since i sat down and thought about my life.
Ya know like future and past mistakes and what not.
I'm not depressed anymore.
and I'm so happy about that.
But sometimes i wonder if i deserve it.
I know that i have been forgiven and what not.
But at times to tell you the truth this stuff eats away at me.
I'm not exactly sure what too do.
I guess just go on with life right.
I mean it doesn't really happen as much as used too.
I know now who i used too be.
But when i was depressed i had no clue.
I couldn't see pa** my own mind.
Very self-centered.
I apologize too those I've hurt.
I write this on here knowing full well they will never read this.
So why write it.
I have no clue.
God could i be any more confusing.
Any who how is everybody doing i haven't done a lot with this site lately
-JMillerJr

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loveis

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September 09, 2008 @ 11:41:20 pm

You write it because it's a form of positive therapy for yourself.
To be able to come back and read your own feelings, maybe again in the future, helping you to possibly realize something you might otherwise have missed..
Also, here, you can get feedback..

I'd suggest not beating yourself up anymore...'accept' that you have been forgiven for whatever you've done, and start working on forgiving yourself.
To carry this ball and chain only makes you a prisoner of yourself..
Agree that you have changed, are forgiven, and begin to move forward..
Everyone makes mistakes, does things we are not proud of; you are not alone in this..

Be thankful for the forgiveness - one of the greatest forms of love..
now begin to love yourself, and start enjoying life again.

RL Über-Meister 2600 points	September 10, 2008 @ 01:00:16 am
	Excellent J. You are becoming a fine person. I didn't know you before, but you sound like you have things under control. Very good job! Looking forward to hearing more positive stuff from you.

jmillerjr Meister 1069 points	September 13, 2008 @ 03:30:40 am
	thanks guys

oreo Meister 1300 points	September 13, 2008 @ 03:32:34 am
	hugs 4 all!

jmillerjr Meister 1069 points	September 13, 2008 @ 03:47:08 am
	hugs are pretty darn awesome

oreo Meister 1300 points	September 13, 2008 @ 03:49:03 am
	that's why you get them!

jmillerjr Meister 1069 points	September 14, 2008 @ 01:14:47 am
	sweetness

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