i can not not sleep

i feel like this is an explosion that nobody else could ever really know

now everbody is losing control

i have got myself to blame for this

i was not prepared for this

i am not as strong as you thought i was

this is where that ends

are you with me or not at all?
do not say you are more than this, or above all this

i will never believe you

you saw for yourself the way it played out

but there are fine lines unseen

blindfolded, eyes wide open

you never notice

these mistakes are just part of the ride

is there anything i missed?

not at all

hope now, as i walk away that you are the one that finds me out

runrightbacktothestart

here we are

we have got a big mess on our hands

so far so good