how long have you been in your bedroom? it has been 3 days straight with the sheets and your pillows. the clock on the walls, a reminder of my father and all his entirely...

i made up my mind, too tired to think of things. everything i have to do may be hard, but i will try to comprehend where i quit, and where i should begin.

wake up you're a drama queen. carry on like your supposed to be.
getaway.
hurryup.
comeon.
gottagetupandgo.
wake up from the drama scene. stick around. it will bury me.

...this is becoming a catastrophe!

i should have known better not to wait around. why did i come home? because i hate it here. i'm getting rid of my phone, and i made it clear.

i never did, never did i ever love any one other than you? but secretly i always want to see you cry. so i push you until you do
now check out.

i shouldn't have ever came to you insisted for me to because you lie and didnot mean to. you took it back because you thought i'd make it work. never did but i meant to.

igiveup.

if you trust me, adjust me. find the words that will find these feelings. roll your eyes when you look at me. hard to talk when you are staring at the ceiling. pursue pushing baby. everything went badly lately...

i never did what you said that i did when i was gone for so long. i never said what you did was either right or wrong. but it's wrong, you dreamt of him...

i needed someone to talk to... and you needed me to hold you.