".i'm just a waste of paint." jigsaw___

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15/F/, Pennsylvania Join Date: Aug 2007 |
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nothing ever turns out the way i want it to.
nothing ever turns out right in the end.
i'm burying my intellect underneath the bones of every grave situation i find myself thrown into. i'm taking my heart and sticking it in the ground, where i hope it takes root. i really don't need all of this right now, but there's an army outside of my walls, and they're just waiting to shoot me down. i need to shield my heart from the attack.
i don't love him. but i care deeply enough for him, and he knows that. there is no need for words anymore, just togetherness. just the contact. the whispers are enough. there's this zone we can reach, where there's no one else but us, even though we're surrounded. but i know i don't love him, and i know (i think) he doesn't love me. so why does this matter?
the boy i like never likes me back.
and the boy that likes me is always the one with the most feeling. | |
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