".i'm just a waste of paint."  jigsaw___
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15/F/, Pennsylvania
Join Date: Aug 2007 |
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my journal, my s**t, my life.
everything i write in here should be read like a crime scene report, or an autopsy. if it makes your cancer worse, i do apologize. my life is just an erratic dream that shouldn't really exist but it actually does. poetic experience, no where near perfection. i'm off in my own world again.
and with that said...
the world's spinning again, or maybe it's just my brain. in some part of the world that my mind has become i swear that there's a war going on, cause i can hear the bombs going off at night when i'm attempting to make my mind slip back into a numbing humdrum of sleep (which isn't the easiest thing to do these days).
i've come to find that the heart co-exists with the mind. my subconscious knows exactly what i really feel; i blurt s**t out before i fall asleep at night. i hold conversations with people that i wish were actually there, but they're just too far away to actually talk to.
nothing matters anymore and the words have lost all meaning (the little meaning that they ever had left). i'm cutting my puppet strings, i'm running away. i'm becoming a REALgirl. when you want to find me, you won't even know where to begin your search.
listen as well as i do, listen as well as i do.
don't worry while i'm gone.
just look at the moon and know that i'm alive.
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gideon1451
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5183 points | | I don't know why, but I reckon that is slightly poetic... |
jigsaw___
Über-General
535 points | gideon1451 said:
I don't know why, but I reckon that is slightly poetic...
thank you,
i usually write with a poetic twist.
it's just how i Am.
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