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onrykitten
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1048 points | Second Best
 July 12, 2008 @ 09:36:12 pm 0 Kudos   | i was really upset yesterday and i wrote this poem last night to get my feelings out
why can't i,
be more than second best?
no matter how hard i try,
i'll never be better than the rest.
my wings are now broken,
and i will never fly.
i'm really not ok,
but i cover that with a lie.
this void is growing,
and i feel death's icy touch.
all the while knowing,
this pain is too much.
yes, i know that people care,
and don't want me to go,
but the feelings aren't there.
so, Baby, why don't they show?
but Baby i still care,
and i don't want you to go.
my feelings are still there,
and i wanted you to know.
i'm sick of being second best,
i used to be more than that.
i want to be better than the rest.
but Baby, you don't seem to see that.
Baby, if you don't care as much anymore,
then why won't you just tell me?
how can i be sure,
if my reassurance fails me?
i don't know what to do,
for i can't make any choices.
now it's up to you.
cause i won't listen to these voices.
i can't stand people not being honest,
so please tell the truth.
forget what i promised.
forget that i'm a youth.
Baby, i'm really hurt,
and i don't know what to do.
can't we make this work?
cause i don't want to end up losing you.1 comments | Reply |
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onrykitten
Meister
1048 points | Pure Sorrow
July 04, 2008 @ 05:17:49 pm 0 Kudos | as i sat there on the floor,
my heart wasn't beating anymore.
as i felt my hopes fall,
i wondered how i had lost it all.
as the pain pierced my skin,
i realized i could never win.
as my blood turned icy cold,
i tried my best to be bold.
as i cried my bloody tears,
i was overcome by my many fears.
as i tried not to fail,
i wondered how i could prevail.
as i wandered this empty place,
a look of pure sorrow was on my face.
as i killed myself from the inside out,
i couldn't tell anyone what it was all about.
as i layed there dying in the rain,
pure sorrow was driving me insane.
as my heart grew silent and still,
of pure sorrow, i had already had my fill.1 comments | Reply |
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