Not that anyone cares but I've been really depressed lately. The only friends I have are online friends and they've all been busy with their own little worlds so I feel more alone than ever. Is it too much to ask to want to have friends and to want to be loved? I don't need to be rich, I don't need to be famous, all I need is someone to spend time with, someone to talk to on the phone, someone who really likes me and wants to be with me. I don't think I'm such a bad person but I might as well not exist for all anyone cares.

And don't tell me I can volunteer. The idea of serving others when I'm already down in the dumps just depresses me more. I know other people have problems, some much worse than mine, but that doesn't make me feel less lonely.