 ice_queeny
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20/F/Wagga, Australia
Join Date: Jun 2006 |
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*Takes deep breath* OMG they're not supposed to be here till tomoro....why are they in early....i wasnt ready for them 
Its all good....well kinda, i got 2 credits a pa** and an AE grade which is additional exam - which i'm guessin means i got just under 50% all up but coz i was close they're giving me another chance....boy this stuff is scary!!! | |
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OMG!!! I so cant wait!!! Its on tonight and its gonna be soooooooooooooo much fun, the stadium is sold out and it holds like 55000 people, thats alot for a chic that come from canberra where the stadium only holds 25000 - its gonna be so big OMG!!! We're going into the city before hand and the boys are going to the pub to have a good ol beer. GO NSW WOOOOOOT!!! (Cept i luv u Schifcofske...ur just playing for the wrong team in this!!) WOOOT 
Current Music: My Paper Heart - All American Rejects
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Well needless to say it took me ages to get to sleep last nite, well rather this morning, i just lay there with 1000000000000000 thoughts running through my head at 1000000000000 kph, it was like a great big highway and i hated it. I got up at 11.30 this morning and then had a shower and took the dogs for a walk around the lake, watched Cops at 1 (man i love that show!) and then since then until now i've been cleaning, just trying to keep myself busy to keep everything at bay in my mind, nearly 3 hours of cleaning gave me a bit of peace. Waiting for these results is such a bitch, its killing me, its playing on my mind and i hate it!!!
Current Music: Whats left of me - Nick Lachey
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So we meet again, sorry i havent been writting to you, i kinda got busy and well....forgot about you. Well you'll be happy (you rotten bastard) to know that i'm miserable again. Actually....i'm not miserable, i'm freakishly calm. I got my results today for one of the tests at uni that i had to take and it was a test that i had to pass....only i didnt, and when i read it today i was like, iunno what i was like, i just didnt go off the cliff like i usually do. Maybe its because i know there is a slim chance that i could possibly pa** the subject if given the chance of performing another assesment, but i wont know until the 14th if they've given me that chance. I dont noe, it feels like i've turned into a ticking time bomb, i can see that if i dont get this additional assesment then i'm gonna blow up, like seriously go KABOOM and its all gonna come tumbling down. I guess if they told me now when they gave me my results if i were to get another assesment then it would be okay, it wouldnt be as bad if i didnt coz it wouldnt have built up....this is going to be scary and i mean really f**king scary, iunno what i'll do if i fail, maybe i'll just drop out or maybe i'll kick and scream and i'll kick a big hissy fit and fall....or maybe i'll just take it in my stride, hold my head up high and continue with the extra year....iunno, its scary
On a happier note, i get to see Todd in like 2 days, i cant wait, i just need to see him, to smell him, to feel his breath on the back of my neck, feel his arms around my stomach, i just need to be with him, he's become like my air, i need him to live. I honestly didnt think that i would ever feel this way about ANYONE at all in my life, i didnt think i'd let myself but i dont think i had a choice in this one, this was hand picked for me...for me of all people, sometimes i wonder what i did to deserve him, he's just so good to me and i dont noe what i'd do without him, i think i'd die!
Oh god....is this the Ice Queen saying she's in love?? FUCK OATH IT IS, this is for real and is gonna last till i die at old age (well i hope i die wen i'm old) i'm gonna spend the rest of my life with him by my side and i honestly cant wait, this is my something that God gave to me to keep going, an incentive to reach for the stars,Its my fullfillment, its one part of my life that i no longer have to search for, my puzzle is complete, i'm happier than i've ever been, i love him so much. 2 DAYS!!!!
Current Music: Amazed - Lonestar
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This day has been soooooo s#!t  i feel like, i feel so empty atm, it absolutly sux! Been in Melbourne city for most of the day, i cant stand the city, let alone spending so much time in it *sigh* then we couldnt find Franklin ST for the bus station thing and it was really really frustrating  and then we found it and my other half had to go back to his place and now i dont get to see him till thursday  4 days is heaps long, 1 is bad enough!! And to top it all off my foot is playing up again and it is so freakin sore its not funny, its the size of a hot air balloon, well at least i think it could be, i hope its not broken again i'm gonna be so pissed if it is AND my brother, my best friend and her bf moved today to like another place in Canberra and none of them told me, i just feel like ripping my hair out and screaming. This has been the s#!ttiest day in the whole entire year so far and i dont know what to do, i just feel like curling up in a ball and crying
peace out
el
Current Music: Fast Cars - Tracy Chapman
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BAH! i've given up i'm gonna head to bed.....its half one in the morning....my bad * hehehe*
Luv ya's and leave ya's BYEBYE *hugs*
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Yes i did it! I finally worked out how to use Powerpoint! (Sad i noe) but i could never figure it out and now i got a slideshow from camp and its got music and everything *dances* i feel so smart, lol yet so dumb at the same time. 20hours and 10 minutes till i see my other half (not that i'm counting or anything) and i should be in bed, asleep....but i'm not....WHY? coz i'm playin around with powerpoint *sigh* i should be doing sumthin productive like watchin tellie or waxing my legs or sumthin like that, maybe i'll go drink sum strawberry milk  Peace out | |
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Bored out of my mind!!! The postie came and brought me no mail he was supposed to bring me that 'Hostel' movie, ohhh i've been waiting soo long for it, its not fair!!! On the up side, 28 hours and 30 mins till i get to see my other half and like 8 days till i get to go to the State of Origin....>WOOT GO NSW! 
Current Music: Unbelievable - Craig David
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