you know what??? im totally losing it with my 'best friend' at the moment

shes friends with people who HATE my guts, they bitch about me 24/7 and it really hurts what they say!!

she has a sleepover the other day, but didnt invite me?! what the hell have i done wrong?! ive spoken 2 her about it, but she just laughed

she went cinema, with the people who hate me, and tried to hide the fact she went.

she went shopping 2day and didnt even ask if i wanted to go

and i know she can have other friends aswell, but when she avoids talking to you, and things doesnt it get just a little bit annoying????

obviously i have other friends as well, but ive known this girl since i was 9 years old, i jst hurts that shes dropping me for people shes knwn half a year.